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Mar 22, 2005 20:34

Hello. In fact, I would like to extend a special hello to all of you gangsters who are reading this. I love you guys! Extreme sarcasm. Gangsters piss me off. A lot. They think that they're all ghetto and such, and they go around rapping to their ghetto celebrity homies. Then they punch people in the face because they think it's the cool thing to do. They wear baggy clothes, with their pants so low to the ground that they're basically dragging. Ooh, and you can't forget the ghetto Timberland boots, untied and unlaced. Basically, there's just one thing that I have to say to you gangsters out there - shizzle my fucking nizzle!

Hippies are so much cooler. They're so chill and awesome. They don't hurt people, and they don't care about what anyone thinks of them. Finally, they drive fucking awesome hippie vans!

Hah, well above was my little ramble, completely soaked with generalizations. Gangsters do piss me off though. However, I won't mention any names. It's really funny, I must say, I have changed so much in the past year or so. I remember how only freshman year, I tried to be all cool and ghetto, because that was OBVIOUSLY the cool thing to do. But now, looking back, I was so out of place last year. I wasn't a gangster, nor was I on the opposite end of the spectrum, a hippie. I guess I was just kind of a loner. Then, summer came along, I went to Costa Rica, came home two weeks later, didn't do much for the rest of the summer, fought with my mom a lot, and then went back to school. But the past year has made me so much more laid back that I was before. Like, this past summer really changed me. Starting with my trip to Costa Rica. I mean, I don't really know what happened, but I just became a really different person. Like, on the outside, I'm basically the same, maybe a new pair of jeans and some new t-shirts or something. But on the inside, I'm just so much more chill. I'm totally not all the way there yet (hippie-wise), in fact, I'm not even close. Maybe it's from hanging out with Luke so much (who is the ultimate hippie), combined with just becoming older, who knows? I can just come to the conclusion that being all chill and laid back and such is much better than being all gangster and uptight and fucked up. Hahah. I remember how crazy of a little kid I was in elementary school. I used to get in trouble all the time, and I stayed in for recess pretty much every day. Then, in middle school, I became all quiet and nerdy, and I didn't have many friends. Then high school came, and freshman year sucked, but I'm happy now. Maybe it's a tad early to say, but I think that I'm happy with who I am. I don't give a fuck if I don't impress my parents - that's not my goal. I don't really know what my goal in life is, it'll come to me eventually. But yeah. I think I'm happy right now.

Twenty-four days until Costa Rica! Hahah, my dad bought a body bag on eBay for eighty dollars to put our kayak into, so that we can take in on the plane.

I bought six spokes for my bike today (five for the back wheel and one extra). I'm hoping to be up and riding in style by this weekend. I have to find time to fix it up all nice.

I have a feeling that this is going to be one hell of a weekend (knock on wood that I don't get grounded for some random reason). Ooh, and I mean for the previous sentence to have a positive connotation.

I still have some homework to do.

I hope that Mr. Borden either: a. doesn't e-mail my mom back, or b. doesn't say that bad things about me that he could technically say. The same goes for my math teacher, although my mom recently e-mailed my math teacher, and I got grounded for a weekend because I missed two homework assignments. So maybe my mom won't e-mail my math teacher in the NEAR future.

Thursday is Luke's birthday. I should get him something. I'll give him my dad's unopened keg of beer that is standing in my pantry (hah, Luke, am I allowed to use that word yet?).

Finally, to all of you Dispatch fans out there, Luke and I are repping for the Elias Fund, and we're going to start trying to collect some money for this fund. If you do not happen to be a Dispatch fan (I can't understand how that would be possible), but are still some sort of hippie, and possibly have an unnecessary surplus of money, donate to the Elias Fund. There are going to be posters up around school pretty soon with more information. Go here to learn more about the Elias Fund. It's really meaningful.

Goodbye for now, fellow gangsters.
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