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Well.
Tonight was odd. Not at all what I was expecting. The tensions that I was expecting weren't there (at least not as much as usual), while new stuff that I didn't even know about was.
I don't know exactly what to make of it. What I'm sure of is that me, Matt U, and Patty all still get along great (Patty and me even more than we used to). Lin and I got along well enough, despite our recent disagreements. The most surprising was how well Scott and I got along. Even Matt pointed it out to me afterwards. Appelbaum and I, though...something seemed off. I don't know exactly.
However, in the end, I've still come to the same conclusion that I have several times before. And that is that I don't really belong with that group anymore. Perhaps it's time I stop pretending.
Tonight was odd. Not at all what I was expecting. The tensions that I was expecting weren't there (at least not as much as usual), while new stuff that I didn't even know about was.
I don't know exactly what to make of it. What I'm sure of is that me, Matt U, and Patty all still get along great (Patty and me even more than we used to). Lin and I got along well enough, despite our recent disagreements. The most surprising was how well Scott and I got along. Even Matt pointed it out to me afterwards. Appelbaum and I, though...something seemed off. I don't know exactly.
However, in the end, I've still come to the same conclusion that I have several times before. And that is that I don't really belong with that group anymore. Perhaps it's time I stop pretending.