I swear not by the moon the inconsonant moon

Apr 20, 2008 18:05

Won't thou leave me some what satisfied?
What satisfaction would you demand of me.
The exhange of loves faithful vow for mine.

Damn.

I just can't do it. I can't think about it. My love is like 17 hours away, and while I try not to call everyday - I just cant do it. Love. What a misguided - thing. It punishes us - hurts us - all while we let it. I wish that it could just be jubial and epehemeral. Why oh why dost thy love put in in such a tormented state?

Burberry, Prada, Gucci - I have so many clothes. But the thing is I like my LL bean a whole lot more - I just want comfort - not to say at this weight (150) that I could be uncomfortable in anything.

I will fight and defend. I am sorry to keep talking about my love, my love who is just the best thing that has ever happened to me - and quite perhaps the worst - he distracts me from every second/millisecond of my day. I dont mind it. I seriously hope our attraction won't end. I have never said I love you to ANYONE before in my entire life. I just can't grasp it. I know though that I will always love him no matter where our paths lead us. Just like Homer Grady Morgan who I extremely like - would really do anything for - anything - but he doen't ask. :( I could almost love him - if he were just around.

"You don't sleep, you don't eat , you don't do drugs. What do you do Edward"
- Pretty Woman

That is me now...geez...what a depressing life.
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