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so today pretty much sucked, the thing I was talking about in my last post was that I am moving I dont know where I am going to be moving because we havent found a house yet. we are being evicted the house has already been bought so we have to leave "as soon as we can get packed" and I missed a cue today in Of Mice and Men rehersals I was like 10 or 20 seconds late something like that. and as if I didnt feel bad enough nigel had to come up and this is how the conversation went.
"What the fuck were you doing"
"I dont know I am really sorry"
"you fucked up the whole time of the show today"
that was a little over board everyone has an off day I just hit mine today. then Knighton had to come up and say
"your now on my boys to stangle list"
"I am really sorry it wont happen again"
"we ran 13 minutes over today I hope you know that"
"okay that wasnt all me so dont look at me like that"
"no you lost us five six minutes you were really late and then you messed up and because of your mistake it brought down everyone elses preformance"
I didnt need to here that. I felt pretty bad as it is but I am not going to fell that bad for it everyone messes up and people flipping out on me is not going to make it any better what happens happens and I am getting sick and tired of peoples crap. me and Chris are or were going to be doing the music for of mice and men, nigel found out and he was like I want to do it let me and jason do it, and I was like I really want to do that, so he felt he had to say "are you talented enough to do that david because I know I am" it is finger picking for thirty fucking seconds I think I can handle it after three fucking years of playing the guitar. god damn I think I better stop talking about it because I am just getting more and more pissed off. and on top of all this I have a really bad headache right now. I think I am going to throw up it hurts really bad.
"What the fuck were you doing"
"I dont know I am really sorry"
"you fucked up the whole time of the show today"
that was a little over board everyone has an off day I just hit mine today. then Knighton had to come up and say
"your now on my boys to stangle list"
"I am really sorry it wont happen again"
"we ran 13 minutes over today I hope you know that"
"okay that wasnt all me so dont look at me like that"
"no you lost us five six minutes you were really late and then you messed up and because of your mistake it brought down everyone elses preformance"
I didnt need to here that. I felt pretty bad as it is but I am not going to fell that bad for it everyone messes up and people flipping out on me is not going to make it any better what happens happens and I am getting sick and tired of peoples crap. me and Chris are or were going to be doing the music for of mice and men, nigel found out and he was like I want to do it let me and jason do it, and I was like I really want to do that, so he felt he had to say "are you talented enough to do that david because I know I am" it is finger picking for thirty fucking seconds I think I can handle it after three fucking years of playing the guitar. god damn I think I better stop talking about it because I am just getting more and more pissed off. and on top of all this I have a really bad headache right now. I think I am going to throw up it hurts really bad.