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I never was too good at remembering to write on this journal thing. Maybe I just didn't want to try to catch up on other ppls lives too. People can write and write about nothing at all but yet you seem to obtain some proverbial gratification out of understanding another person's life/experience. In essence, the idea of writing can be for starters a story. A story of one's life or some deer in the forest. The tangent I am getting at is that through all the ideas and things to do, life's too short :p yet I am too bored to stop so I guess an update is required.
Well, life is pretty lame right now. Not a thing to do for three days so I guess I can write a little more...
I am working at Safeway at nighttime. I am assistant supervisor, but now I am kinda demoted to assistant assistant supervisor since the guys up top decided a guy should be the assistant til he takes over night crew. Honestly, I have mixed feelings. Sure it sucks to have a guy who's been on night crew for what, less than two months, to take over night crew, but then again I have school. I would have loved to at least given my opinion, but then again, if your a favorite of the store manager, then you will move up. I thought about quitting or at least demanding for the position, but again, I don't have the motivation to look for a new job. And I am good at what I do; better than the supervisor on night crew, but it kinda shows that hard work isn't what people say it is cut out to be. One time, the supervisor(Pj) left for vacation and I was left in charge. I completely worked my ass off, yet I never once got a thank you or good work. Its kinda funny. Once I told my old boss, "why should you thank someone for doing their job, if that is what they are supposed to do." Irony has its time. Now it seems like I am looking forward everyday just to go home, but its not like I am doing anything. My car broke down again...I can't even run my dumb errands that I deem necessary. I cant wait to save up to buy a new car. Well, heh I havnt picked up my checks in over a month, so at least I have 1k. But I am also looking at new accounts with high interest and credit cards(can't believe I don't have one yet; I dont really want one other than for good credit) and random crap on ebay. Its almost sad that I have used most of the summer to play games and worked. Sleep is for the weary. But its odd to see who really wants to be around you. Not when its convenient or easy, but for fun. Which is now nobody, sob story I know. Anyway(s), all this is to decided what I am going to do, yet I still can't figure it out. I guess I will try to find out tomorrow.
Well, life is pretty lame right now. Not a thing to do for three days so I guess I can write a little more...
I am working at Safeway at nighttime. I am assistant supervisor, but now I am kinda demoted to assistant assistant supervisor since the guys up top decided a guy should be the assistant til he takes over night crew. Honestly, I have mixed feelings. Sure it sucks to have a guy who's been on night crew for what, less than two months, to take over night crew, but then again I have school. I would have loved to at least given my opinion, but then again, if your a favorite of the store manager, then you will move up. I thought about quitting or at least demanding for the position, but again, I don't have the motivation to look for a new job. And I am good at what I do; better than the supervisor on night crew, but it kinda shows that hard work isn't what people say it is cut out to be. One time, the supervisor(Pj) left for vacation and I was left in charge. I completely worked my ass off, yet I never once got a thank you or good work. Its kinda funny. Once I told my old boss, "why should you thank someone for doing their job, if that is what they are supposed to do." Irony has its time. Now it seems like I am looking forward everyday just to go home, but its not like I am doing anything. My car broke down again...I can't even run my dumb errands that I deem necessary. I cant wait to save up to buy a new car. Well, heh I havnt picked up my checks in over a month, so at least I have 1k. But I am also looking at new accounts with high interest and credit cards(can't believe I don't have one yet; I dont really want one other than for good credit) and random crap on ebay. Its almost sad that I have used most of the summer to play games and worked. Sleep is for the weary. But its odd to see who really wants to be around you. Not when its convenient or easy, but for fun. Which is now nobody, sob story I know. Anyway(s), all this is to decided what I am going to do, yet I still can't figure it out. I guess I will try to find out tomorrow.