Yea so i have one more post in me..
Youtube has been an amazing sounds of laughter, knowladge, but it also is so, so good at hurting my heart.
As who ever has been reading this most if not all my posts are kristie related, this one is no exception.
How does that tie in to youtube? go listen to this, i'll wait.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ETVjll5eR88 That was our relationship at the end, but we never had that final night, or last talk to say we tried but it over. That's something I've wanted for a long time, but it something that will never happen. I hate how things ended between us and the way they are now. I'll keep trying to get on with my life, i do think of her a little less, but still more often then I'd like. I love you Kristie and i always will, i'm sorry i could not have done a better job of it towards the end.
So I shall make this my last post and look towards the future, she's moved on and found new love, well old love, so i should try and find someone to be the man i know i can be too.