stawberry fields

Mar 29, 2008 03:26

living is easy when nothing is real

i'm drunk, and having to type this very slow. I'm I hate myselelf for being drunk, but this is where I am. God help me. I love you, i don't love myself. I love everyone that reads this, but something happened yesterday, i'm scared, and I'm sad, pray for me, i'm crying for the first time i a long time. Across the universt is playing in the other room, i'm aware of the typos, i'm aware of the tears i'm typing through, i' have freiends in the other rooon, a girl i've just met, she's very cool, pray for me, think of me. I love you, i'm drunk, and sad, i shouldn't post this, but, I will. I should curl up in bed, but I'm gonna go for a walk, I miss my BR friends, I Love you, but i can't righr now, I HATE ALCOHOL, I hate so much, and i miss so much, i'm sobering up in the time it takes me to type tthis, I love you, god forgive me.I love u. not myself
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