Jul 30, 2009 23:13
wowowow, I arrive today from spending two weeks in Paris and I found TWO fucking NEW songs and a strange name for Ryan and Jon's band.
Firstly: New Perspective... I LOVE IT! :P Brendon is awesomeeee!!! :D His lyrics just killed me!
Secondly: Change... I prefer New Perspective over Change because, THE VOICES DIFFERENCE. Seriously Ryan, in my opinion you shouldn't sing. But I do prefer the music thing, it's more my style of music than new perspective but, anyway it was a really good surprise and I liked both songs.
AND THEN... Third: Ian Crawford and Dallon Week. OH MY GOD DALLON! he's soo hot! XDD I'm so looking foward to August the 7th when I hope SOMEONE will upload a good video in Youtube of them playing their first show as Panic! at the Disco again ^^!!
Well, in the title I said fresh news, because I've been in Paris for a week trying to improve my poor french (which i failed) living with a french family. I describe the family: A really nice mother, who made extremely good tasting food xD, a typical french baker man who was the father, a 9 years old adorable girl and ... and... and... a EXTREMELY HOT HANDSOME EMO brother. So, the conclusion.. I died!
Well, of course I spent the first 3 days trying to discover if the was gay or straight. I had no idea until.... well i leave it there xD
and then the rest of the weeks were the most romantic time I've ever spent in my whole life. I had to speak to him in english because yeah, I've been 6 years studing french but i still have no idea how to speak it xD I understand it but.... that's it.
So, now I'm so sad and yeah, I think you can imagine it... :( We decided to leave it there because, you know, the distance is horrible and we would finish hurting each other more.
I fucking hate everything now.
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How can you love a person from only knowing him from 2 weeks?
Sorry, i just needed to pour out everything. I tried to not to speak about it but, the more I think about this week and the past one, the more I become aware of the really good experience I've had and that I don't regret anything that I did. But it hurts. I spent 24 hours with him and now I miss him so much.
:( I need something to cheer me up, let's listen to New perpective...
panic! at the disco love in paris