Yet more whining about my love life.
I think I should just rename my journal that.
Anyway on to the show. So I keep staring at the possibilities out there. Then remind myself that the God's have a sense of humour and that we poor mortals are often the punchline.
Case in point. There is a lady out there I love desperately and have for some time, we've tried getting things together in the past and it just hasn't worked. But we have both agreed we'd like to try again in the future.
And then there's the young lady who has made it clear she'd like to date me. Well okay date is probably the wrong word. She wants someone to play out a host of sexual games with and the ones she is interested in are ones that hold an interest for me as well. It's odd to have someone come out of left field and just throw the idea of pretty much working through your personal catalog of interests.
Mind you she is young and I would catch a fair amount of shit for "Dating" her.
So long story short I am caught in the Love/Lust equation, and having moments of trying to sort them out.
More on this later...
Anyway on to the show. So I keep staring at the possibilities out there. Then remind myself that the God's have a sense of humour and that we poor mortals are often the punchline.
Case in point. There is a lady out there I love desperately and have for some time, we've tried getting things together in the past and it just hasn't worked. But we have both agreed we'd like to try again in the future.
And then there's the young lady who has made it clear she'd like to date me. Well okay date is probably the wrong word. She wants someone to play out a host of sexual games with and the ones she is interested in are ones that hold an interest for me as well. It's odd to have someone come out of left field and just throw the idea of pretty much working through your personal catalog of interests.
Mind you she is young and I would catch a fair amount of shit for "Dating" her.
So long story short I am caught in the Love/Lust equation, and having moments of trying to sort them out.
More on this later...