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Dallas- I'm sorry I hurt you, I truly am. It's the last thing I ever wanted myself to do. I've fucked up almost everything in my life, from friends to family to random people I met. I don't want to fuck this up.
I'm as safe as I ever am. You don't need to worry
I will quit, everything. I know you don't believe me, it's hard for me to believe myself, but you know me better than I do, and I know if my motivation and reasoning is good enough, I can do it
Try not to shut me out of your life, I do like to know whats going on. I feel like you've kept me away from your whole life for the last two months, and when we do get to talk, you dont know how to talk to me or what to say.
"i just care sop much and i wish i didnt. i didnt know id fall in love"
I din't know either, and I'm sorry you've gone through so much shit cause of me. I never meant for anything to happen. I feel like a lot of it is my fault, all of the shit between you and your mum and everything.
To hear that I made you cry... it hurt me, I hurt myself. I feel bad for it, I truly do.
I love you Dallas, with all my heart. Ask anyone I know, on aim, yahoo, my chat site, even here on livejournal. I don't refer to you as anyone other than my wife, my lover and my soul mate.
I want us to have a future, I want us to be happy, and I know I need to do things to get us there.
I'm as safe as I ever am. You don't need to worry
I will quit, everything. I know you don't believe me, it's hard for me to believe myself, but you know me better than I do, and I know if my motivation and reasoning is good enough, I can do it
Try not to shut me out of your life, I do like to know whats going on. I feel like you've kept me away from your whole life for the last two months, and when we do get to talk, you dont know how to talk to me or what to say.
"i just care sop much and i wish i didnt. i didnt know id fall in love"
I din't know either, and I'm sorry you've gone through so much shit cause of me. I never meant for anything to happen. I feel like a lot of it is my fault, all of the shit between you and your mum and everything.
To hear that I made you cry... it hurt me, I hurt myself. I feel bad for it, I truly do.
I love you Dallas, with all my heart. Ask anyone I know, on aim, yahoo, my chat site, even here on livejournal. I don't refer to you as anyone other than my wife, my lover and my soul mate.
I want us to have a future, I want us to be happy, and I know I need to do things to get us there.