grounding
I... blacked out... while trying to ground earlier. I was meditating, and I got in a deep trance. I remember getting up, and everything went dizzy, then black. I came to and was laying in my bed, crying. I don't know what happen, nobody noticed anything...
My body is still weak, and feels like it's overloaded or something. I grounded much of it, but it seems I tried to let too much out or something.
It's going to be a lot harder that I thought.
I miss my girlfriend, more than ever... she's all I think about.
update: It's morning now
I broke down last night, hard
That was one of the worst nights in a long time... and it's still not really better
My body is still weak, and feels like it's overloaded or something. I grounded much of it, but it seems I tried to let too much out or something.
It's going to be a lot harder that I thought.
I miss my girlfriend, more than ever... she's all I think about.
update: It's morning now
I broke down last night, hard
That was one of the worst nights in a long time... and it's still not really better