first post in sometime
life beats me down, it beats me down to my knees and holds me there. and when I get the will to get back up it beats me down again.
so I try to be strong I try to make myself strong everyday so that nothing can beat me down. so that if anything or anyone tried to beat me down I would resist and overcome. but inside my chest and my head it feels like all that strength I try to build up turns on me. and I think and it and eats and eats and I think and its eats and I don't feel like I can get away from it. I feel like its going to take me down and I won't be able to get back up.
I feel I can go outside and bend a car in half but when someone I care about and completely adore hurts me. I can barely lift my hands to cover the depression in my face.
so I try to be strong I try to make myself strong everyday so that nothing can beat me down. so that if anything or anyone tried to beat me down I would resist and overcome. but inside my chest and my head it feels like all that strength I try to build up turns on me. and I think and it and eats and eats and I think and its eats and I don't feel like I can get away from it. I feel like its going to take me down and I won't be able to get back up.
I feel I can go outside and bend a car in half but when someone I care about and completely adore hurts me. I can barely lift my hands to cover the depression in my face.