time to move on
i have given this situation sooo much thought its not funny.
i am sick of a certain someones way she deals with shit.
eveything is is about her. always her way. NO check on reality.
bitching and fighting is all she knows.
every time i do or say something its WRONG.
i am sick of this 13 yr old behaviour were nearly 20 for christs sakes and i feel like i am back in 8th grade.
i have enough personal fucked up problems with my self going through my head let alone need more shit on top of that.
i feel that everytime i am with a certain group of girls, i dont exsists any more, the things i say and do go ignored or brushed off, overtalked and useless.
i know i may not be the most mature person but i do reckon i have grown up alot since high school, unlike some ppl.
its time for me to move on with my life, and i know some ppl will be hurt by my decsions, but for my own MEntal state wich is extremely fucked up at the moment with issues dealing with my self, but if i dont i am just going to get worse and just hurt my self more. it will be hard for me too but i need something, happyness and joy in my life atm not the shitty stae they seem to put me in.
i will have friends that will understand, and i am grateful for them and i love them. but those who dont just think i will be happier and better off, and if u loved me dearly you would understand and allow me the space and time i need to be hole agian and not broken into all these tiny pieces.
thanks
kate
i am sick of a certain someones way she deals with shit.
eveything is is about her. always her way. NO check on reality.
bitching and fighting is all she knows.
every time i do or say something its WRONG.
i am sick of this 13 yr old behaviour were nearly 20 for christs sakes and i feel like i am back in 8th grade.
i have enough personal fucked up problems with my self going through my head let alone need more shit on top of that.
i feel that everytime i am with a certain group of girls, i dont exsists any more, the things i say and do go ignored or brushed off, overtalked and useless.
i know i may not be the most mature person but i do reckon i have grown up alot since high school, unlike some ppl.
its time for me to move on with my life, and i know some ppl will be hurt by my decsions, but for my own MEntal state wich is extremely fucked up at the moment with issues dealing with my self, but if i dont i am just going to get worse and just hurt my self more. it will be hard for me too but i need something, happyness and joy in my life atm not the shitty stae they seem to put me in.
i will have friends that will understand, and i am grateful for them and i love them. but those who dont just think i will be happier and better off, and if u loved me dearly you would understand and allow me the space and time i need to be hole agian and not broken into all these tiny pieces.
thanks
kate