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kymmy i know u hate reading these coz mine are always depressing, but its a awy i get my anger and pain and pissed offness out... so dont read if u dont wonna feel down.....
i hate epeople
spes the ones that ask you to do something with them, and you always do do it no matter how much u dont want to and catn stand it....and then when u ask them to do something they say no and its the end, and u have respet for them to leave it at that..... well i have done this for to long now
and im over it
i always go there dipsite me hating the place coz it makes me feel less about myself........ just so u have someone to go with. and when i do say no u hassle me and hassle me even though u knowe why and how coe and i have explanied. it. i keep getting sms, and hassled over it when u alreday stated that "HE" is going. that should make me want to go soooooooooooooooooo much more so i can be a loner in a place that makes me hate my self.....not going to happen, not untill u they can come to a place where i feel good about my self and allow me to have ONE good night and to feel happy and good bout my self with ppl i like and have things in common with.
gerrrrrrr
and im over boys.........
ones been a complet dick ever since that other weekend when there was werid and pain full sms sent... and who i cant seem to talk to with out finding my self hating him , and a nother who i had a good time with one night, and dont know how or what to say to make thing go back to normal like it never happend coz i really really still (DONT KNOW WHY!!!!) like the other guy.....
what i need is a toataly seprat guy that doesnt know n e of my friends or guy friends to sweep me off my feet and make me happy, coz im just not happy.........
n e ways gotta goto work..
laters
i hate epeople
spes the ones that ask you to do something with them, and you always do do it no matter how much u dont want to and catn stand it....and then when u ask them to do something they say no and its the end, and u have respet for them to leave it at that..... well i have done this for to long now
and im over it
i always go there dipsite me hating the place coz it makes me feel less about myself........ just so u have someone to go with. and when i do say no u hassle me and hassle me even though u knowe why and how coe and i have explanied. it. i keep getting sms, and hassled over it when u alreday stated that "HE" is going. that should make me want to go soooooooooooooooooo much more so i can be a loner in a place that makes me hate my self.....not going to happen, not untill u they can come to a place where i feel good about my self and allow me to have ONE good night and to feel happy and good bout my self with ppl i like and have things in common with.
gerrrrrrr
and im over boys.........
ones been a complet dick ever since that other weekend when there was werid and pain full sms sent... and who i cant seem to talk to with out finding my self hating him , and a nother who i had a good time with one night, and dont know how or what to say to make thing go back to normal like it never happend coz i really really still (DONT KNOW WHY!!!!) like the other guy.....
what i need is a toataly seprat guy that doesnt know n e of my friends or guy friends to sweep me off my feet and make me happy, coz im just not happy.........
n e ways gotta goto work..
laters