Jan 22, 2005 12:59
a friend sent me this poem she wrote and i love it.....
Chose her over me,
What did i do?
I can't imagine to see,
Your point of view.
Lone tear drops fall,
As empty as i feel.
I don't seem to know all,
These feelings too real.
I was always there,
Your friend to the core.
I have always cared,
But now i say no more.
You left me behind,
Broken torn apart.
Your letter was signed,
Went with it my heart.
I can't seem to take it,
Try to push it away.
I feel unfit, and
I don't want to stay.
My mind starts to break,
At the mere thought of you.
It's not something i can fake,
I'm alone in my room to stew.
On the memories, you
Have left in your wake.
I said goodbye to diaries,
So a poem i start to make.
Leave me alone,
I don't want to care.
I'm chilled to the bone,
My heart is gonna tear.
Spare me your words,
They mean shit to me.
My mind starts to heard,
The faint buzzing of a bee.
Just leave me alone,
Alone with my thoughts.
My heart that you've thrown,
My body sick and wrought.
I don't want to see you,
The thought makes me sick.
This is your leaving cue,
Close the door with a 'Click'.
Don't look back at me,
Because i won't be there.
I don't want you to see.
Your wounds made without care.
All you'll do is smile,
Find fulfillment in my pain.
The sharp edge of a file,
The Smart of a cane.
The blood thats on my wrist,
My last memory of you.
My mind fades to a mist,
Did you do what you wanted to do???
- Trease
its so deep, specsh if u know the half of it.