The mourning rain clouds up my window...
2005 Sucked!!! I was separated twice and now am going through a divorce. I have a beautiful daughter that thinks I walked out on her. Tonight she told me that when I left the apartment she was so very sad. She thinks I abandoned her. I have to make that right. She feels that way for a reason. I need to take that away.
I have moved twice this year... three times in the past calendar year. I have no car, no good money right now because I am trying to pay bills. My car is broken. I need to fix it and sell it. 226,000 miles is enough. It's tired.
I have felt so alone the past 6 months. This relationship of mine with Wendy was doomed from the start. I knew how she was about a month into the relationship. She uses up people until there is nothing left and then she bolts. She will hurt and step over anyone to get what she wants. I knew it would happen to me too, I knew it was only a matter of time. I should've let her go the first time.
My sister had her baby. I am now an uncle... Seneca now has a blood cousin. Her name is Victoria Karen Sierzega. I can't believe that I was that clueless as to how to take care of a child when my daughter was born. They like to be held. Usually they only cry when they are hungry, cold, lonely, wet, or gassy. I have been spending a lot of time with her. She loves her Uncle David and her cousin Seneca. Seneca has been helping too. I am so proud of her.
To be continued...
I have moved twice this year... three times in the past calendar year. I have no car, no good money right now because I am trying to pay bills. My car is broken. I need to fix it and sell it. 226,000 miles is enough. It's tired.
I have felt so alone the past 6 months. This relationship of mine with Wendy was doomed from the start. I knew how she was about a month into the relationship. She uses up people until there is nothing left and then she bolts. She will hurt and step over anyone to get what she wants. I knew it would happen to me too, I knew it was only a matter of time. I should've let her go the first time.
My sister had her baby. I am now an uncle... Seneca now has a blood cousin. Her name is Victoria Karen Sierzega. I can't believe that I was that clueless as to how to take care of a child when my daughter was born. They like to be held. Usually they only cry when they are hungry, cold, lonely, wet, or gassy. I have been spending a lot of time with her. She loves her Uncle David and her cousin Seneca. Seneca has been helping too. I am so proud of her.
To be continued...