ive forgotten about live journal.
im completely diggin third eye blind so much right now..
i got some sweet ass sheets today and lofted my bed, so now i have this badass fort under it with pillows and black lights all up in it. so freaken cool. its pretty much gonna be the new chill out spot.
things as of the schools end last year have been just so odd. i cant even explain how much everything has changed. i dont want to go home anymore. i feel like i have nothing there for me. I miss jared. everyone has changed. everything is not want im used to.. or wanted. i feel like life is real for the first time. i dont like it. so much goes on everyday, its frustrating. and im tired. im tired all the time. friends are fading.. love is fleeting, and im evolving. i kinda hope no one reads this but for those of you who do.. dont think much of it. im not trying to make anyone feel bad or i dont know. i just miss things.
i got some sweet ass sheets today and lofted my bed, so now i have this badass fort under it with pillows and black lights all up in it. so freaken cool. its pretty much gonna be the new chill out spot.
things as of the schools end last year have been just so odd. i cant even explain how much everything has changed. i dont want to go home anymore. i feel like i have nothing there for me. I miss jared. everyone has changed. everything is not want im used to.. or wanted. i feel like life is real for the first time. i dont like it. so much goes on everyday, its frustrating. and im tired. im tired all the time. friends are fading.. love is fleeting, and im evolving. i kinda hope no one reads this but for those of you who do.. dont think much of it. im not trying to make anyone feel bad or i dont know. i just miss things.