through someone else's eyes......

[davethedanger]

am i a shady person? someone who's known to use and take advantage of others. one of those people you don't want at your house cause your afraid something might turn up missing, and they're just completely two faced and fake

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[hearyoudrown]

I WAS responding to what I read on your livejournal and telling you how I feel about it.
Do you really want me to tell you what I think of you now in comparison to how you were when I first met you?.... I might say something I regret.
I AM done with you as a friend, and now your pissing me off with your post because its so, as you say, "childish." Mike never said you were some heathen that no one can trust in their house and shit. He was just defending Casey because of something he's been thinking was wrong for a while.
If you really want to prove your point why the hell dont you ask CASEY if he thinks you used him. He's the only one you should care about who thinks anything. If he says no then this is all for nothing. If he says yes then you should take it up with him why and how. And if you dont give a fuck what Casey thinks then what the hell is the point of arguing back? To prove your point to who? People that aren't going to change their mind about you no matter what? And those that ARE your friends wont care about any of this, they'll still be your friends.

Im sick of all this fighting now cause I just keep getting pissed off everytime I get on the fucking computer.

I suggest you quit wasting your energy
and quite frankly fuck off.

[hearyoudrown]

good point.....

[davethedanger]

mike was in no way defending casey. i had said nothing durogatory about casey. mike was attacking me with "you guys fucking used casey, and you fucking know it." i'm not even pissed at casey at all, i'm cool with him, i just refuse to do business with him. i was rarely ever with casey anyway, joe was with him all the time, if anything joe used him, but i know he didn't either. i rarely even called casey for fucking weed, i called rob, and you fucking know that too. but you don't have an opinion at all for some strange reason i cannot understand. YOU KNOW THE FUCKING TRUTH.

your the one being childish. can't be my friend and all pissed and bitter at me from that unnecessary argument we had online, where you took everything i said offensively like i was fucking pissed at you. which was bullshit.

now tell me how in the fuck does....

oh PLEASE.
quit trying to make people choose sides.
this is "childish".

......answer my fucking question.

if you think that i really want to divide up whats left of my friends by making them choose between mike and i, you are really fucking stupid

i'm not trying to prove a fucking point to anyone but myself. i want to know if other people see me the way that mike does. cause i don't want people to look at me and think that shit. i'm making an effort to try and change for the better. tell me that's fucking childish.

you've been nothing but a fucking bitch to me for the last 3 months or so, for no fucking reason at all. all i'm trying to do is be your fucking friend, but i've come to realize you have no time for friends. at least those that aren't friends of mike as well.

so fuck you, and you can go to hell

[hearyoudrown]

Im not being childish by not wanting to be your friend after all that you've said to me. Why would I want to be friends with someone who tells me to go to hell and to fuck off?

If your not trying to prove anything to anyone but yourself then why is this all on the internet for everyone to read? Why dont you just ASK people in person what they think of you and if they agree with what you think Mike has made you out to be? It doesn't make sense. And if its all for your peace of mind then why dont you just say fuck what everyone else thinks, my friends will always be my friends?

If your so cool with Casey then this all seems pretty unnecessary doesnt it? And isnt it a little convienent that as soon as Casey ran out of money and weed you guys had beef with him about some shit and stopped hanging out with him?

It doesnt seem to anyone that I know that your trying to "change for the better" your just trying to prove to everyone that your right.
otherwise I dont think you'd feel the need to write such a post.

Im sorry I've been such a bitch to you for what seems like three months, but in all fairness I dont think ALL you've been trying to do is be my "fucking friend" when you've acted like a self-righteous prick calling me names telling me Im stupid and pointing out everything thats wrong with the way Im friends with Liz.

And what the hell do you know about who I have time for?
You dont know shit about who I hang out with and who Im friends with.
You dont know shit about where I go and when I hang out with people.
I dont understand how you can say that when we never even talk about those things.
and what does that have to do with ANYTHING?
THIS is why we started fighting on my journal.
You always try to tell me off about shit you dont know ANYTHING about.
SO
like I said before your wasting your energy.
the shit you say about me has no credibility because you dont know anything about it and so no one takes it seriously.

[hearyoudrown]

ps. Im really not trying to offend you...this is all just to "fucking help you."
Im just trying to give you "suggestions".

[davethedanger]

HEEELLLLOOOOOO???!?!! you said you weren't my friend BEFORE i told you to go to hell and fuck off, and BEFORE i was a so called prick and called you stupid and names. and i never ever called you any names or stupid unless you had done so to me beforehand.

my FRIENDS are proving it to me. it's a lot fucking easier to post it online, where a lot of my friends will see it, than it would be to fucking call everyone i know.

you've got so much blind anger towards me that your not paying attention to what i'm saying. i didn't say i was trying to change for the better NOW. i said if there are a lot of people that have that image of me, than i WOULD make an effort to change. i'm not fucking trying prove that i'm right, i don't need to, i already did.

and this.....

If your so cool with Casey then this all seems pretty unnecessary doesnt it? And isnt it a little convienent that as soon as Casey ran out of money and weed you guys had beef with him about some shit and stopped hanging out with him?

.....doesn't make any sense at all. BECAUSE the beef with casey didn't start until a long time after he was out of weed and money. he had already been buying from US for a while. casey had all his money and weed when i was living with joe. this all happened while i was living with jordon. and i never really made that much of a fucking effort to hang out with him beforehand anyway. and i don't know why i have to explain this to you, BECAUSE YOU WERE FUCKING DATING ME AT THE TIME AND SHOULD ALREADY FUCKING KNOW ALL OF THIS!!! when did you become so hateful and two-faced towards me?

I WAS NOT TRYIN TO POINT OUT WHAT WAS WRONG WITH YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH LIZ!! if that's the way you took it, i'm sorry, but that's your fucking problem. maybe my advice was a little too straight forward, but i think i hit the nail right on the head, and you couldn't handle it. i was in no way hostile when i posted that first comment, you came at me with hostility, thus making me hostile. i don't get pissed for no fucking reason.

now, again
A) answer the question
or
B) fuck off, and leave me the fuck alone

[hearyoudrown]

Im not going to fuck off
Im also not going to answer your stupid ass question cause you already should know what I would say.
stop trying to tell me what to do.
a) and b)...fuck that. I'll say what I want since YOU dont seem to know when to stop and YOUR so determined to get your fucking point across..

You dont know anything about Liz and I, yet you still tried to tell me how to "fix" shit with her and THATS WHAT I COULDNT HANDLE.

Casey didn't have all his money and weed when you were at Joes it was when you were at Jordons, I remember because he used to smoke us all out in that fucking garage all the time. But youre right, you didnt make much of an effort to hang out with him before all of this anyway so it shouldn't really matter.

My anger is not blind. I never ever hate someone unless they give me a really good reason to. You have now many times. I didnt start being angry until you posted all that shit on my journal like youre fucking god and know fucking everything about shit you arent even around for.
I remember you saying some pretty fucked up shit on my journal about me and then calling them "suggestions" and thats when I started to be angry. HELLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOO!!! I wouldnt say I was done being your friend if you didnt give me a reason to. You said all that shit BEFORE I said I was done with you.

When did you turn into such a self-righteous asshole?
When did it start to matter so fucking much that youre right all the time?
When did you loose your laid-backness that was always such a staple of your personality?
I miss the old David that didnt jump down everyones throat everytime something non-logical was said.
You used to be so sweet.
Maybe I just didnt know you.
or maybe its the coke.
who knows.
who cares.

[davethedanger]

"You dont know anything about Liz and I, yet you still tried to tell me how to "fix" shit with her and THATS WHAT I COULDNT HANDLE."

i did not tell you how, i merely tried to suggest

"Casey didn't have all his money and weed when you were at Joes it was when you were at Jordons, I remember because he used to smoke us all out in that fucking garage all the time. But youre right, you didnt make much of an effort to hang out with him before all of this anyway so it shouldn't really matter."

casey always came over with joe. i had just as much weed as him, and always bought from ROB

"My anger is not blind. I never ever hate someone unless they give me a really good reason to. You have now many times. I didnt start being angry until you posted all that shit on my journal like youre fucking god and know fucking everything about shit you arent even around for.
I remember you saying some pretty fucked up shit on my journal about me and then calling them "suggestions" and thats when I started to be angry. HELLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOO!!! I wouldnt say I was done being your friend if you didnt give me a reason to. You said all that shit BEFORE I said I was done with you."

and like i said, i didn't say any of it until you became extremely hostile with me.

"When did you turn into such a self-righteous asshole?" -when you and mike decided that it would be better and more "respectful" to hide your relationship from me, and make everyone else think the same.

"When did it start to matter so fucking much that youre right all the time?" -all the time? this is the one instance where i've really made it a point to be right, and i am

"When did you loose your laid-backness that was always such a staple of your personality?" -ask anyone else, i haven't. the only reason i've been so on edge lately is because of you and mike.

"I miss the old David that didnt jump down everyones throat everytime something non-logical was said.
You used to be so sweet.
Maybe I just didnt know you.
or maybe its the coke.
who knows.
who cares."

i don't jump down everyone's throat all the time. and obviously you never knew me, or cared. feeding me all that shit, "i'll always come running back to you," bullshit. it was all bullshit and you knew it from the beginning. if there's anything that changed me into the person i am today, IT'S YOU.

[hearyoudrown]

hah.
I had nothing to do with the person you are now and I have no idea how you've come to that conclusion.
Its funny how now your saying that I didnt know you, when I tried to tell you that when we broke up and you argued it saying we've known eachother for five years and you think we know eachother pretty well....I also dont understand how you could possibly think I didnt care about you when YOU were the one treating me like shit and acting like I didnt matter to you and I was the one always wanting to spend time with you.....
I also dont understand why youre saying you never said anything to me until I became hostile with you when I never had any problems until you posted your "suggestions" on my journal and gave me a reason to BE hostile...
You obviously have nothing credible to say about the things I have posted to you so Im not going to waste my time responding to everything.

[davethedanger]

don't even bring up any of our relationship bullshit, that's done with and has absolutely nothing to do the fucking matter at hand.

my suggestions were not meant to be hostile, so sorry you took it that way

there's nothing credible to be said about that shit that you've posted. now do both of us a favor, and quit wasting your time, like you said, and F U C K O F F !

[hearyoudrown]

Its amazing to me how stupid you are and how much you disgust me.
I really wish you'd just drop off the face of the earth.

[hearyoudrown]

dont want me to bring it up huh?
why? little touchy?
I was just responding to what YOU said about me not ever caring about you and me not ever knowing you. You said the word "ever" which refers to the past and we were together in the past so I had to bring it up.
and I already told you I will not fuck off so you can quit saying the same thing over and over.
hahahaha you make me laugh at how fucking mad you get.
god what a waste of my time you were.

[davethedanger]

and i said that in response to what you said, i believe it was, "maybe i didn't really know you," and "who knows, who cares?" and no, i'm not touchy about it, and i can't believe i wasted my time with you either you fake ass bitch.

[acninja]

Since you clearly fucking cant be reasoned with I will answer your fucking question. YES DAVE YOU HAVE CHANGED. FOR THE WORSE!! Your fucking on real drugs constantly, your an asshole, your over sensitive, you dont know when to stop and shut your fucking mouth, you always have to be right, you think you can talk to people however the fuck you want without any consequences. Now I fucking tried to be the bigger man and squash our little beef but you cant fucking do that can you? maybe you havent read my last entry yet, so maybe I am jumping to conclusions. Look at how you talk to Carah? Do you think you have changed? Look how mad you get. I have never seen you mad before you got on coke, ever. Im sorry you had to make our little thing into a huge issue getting everyone involved. It used to be on one of my locked post's but now you had to fucking write all this bs. For fuck sake this post is a joke. Most people responding HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IS GOING ON. ALL THEY KNOW IS WHAT YOU TELL THEM. WHAT DO YOU THINK THEY ARE GONNA SAY!? Damn you fucked up, i was over this shit and i thought we could be cool, but any fucking pussy can talk shit to a girl cant they? Im telling you one more time...Its not that hard. Get the fuck over it. Quit being such a fucking prick to Carah. And everything is cool

[hearyoudrown]

You can't even spell "you're" correctly and you are criticizing him?

[acninja]

HAHAHA. Your a dumbass.

So the answer to your question is YES.. I cant even spell "you're" correctly and I am criticizing him ....

Maybe I should have hit spell check like you... retard