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Well, I'm in the garage..sitting at the PC again....I can't seem to log off for good. It's so late & I have so much to do 2mrw....I've been thinking about what you think I should do, Sam. I needa move on. And I really want to. I hate when ppl I love are "continuously" getting hurt over & over & over again. And you sit there and watch it happen....but that's just how it is. You cannot force someone to do what is best for them. They have to realize it & make the right moves. So, I speak for myself as you are sitting in my place...and I think now that you really know what I feel like since you've been there too, it's just comforting to know that you "understand" my stupid decisions & why I don't do the "right" things...the wrong things don't feel bad at the time.....I still haven't let all my emotions out yet...it's gonna explode one day...I keep fighting back the tears from all the pain i have inside for that person.....