Bored and Sleep Deprived
Hey there,
I haven't written a long time and anyone who's reading this probably hasn't written in a long time either. Well, a lot has been going on. I dated this guy, Matt for a couple of weeks. He's been the annoying ex for about a week and a half now. He seemed cool at first, but now he just gets on my nerves. I waited till we were broken up for a week to... for some reason become friends with him. Don't ask why. He's still in love with me. I definitly don't love him back. I mean I care for the guy, but that's it. Anyways, my brother came to town for Christmas. It was really cool having him around again and for Christmas this time. I regret not hanging out with him more. We did have fun at the bar though. Got so drunk I was throwing up until 3:30 in the morning. Usually I feel a lot better after I spew, but this time I didn't feel better at all. I was starting to think that maybe I had alcohol poisoning and needed to go to the hospital. I overreact to everything. He's coming again sometime next week. I can't wait. Maybe we'll go to a movie or something this time. He's only going to be staying a couple of days, so I'm going to make the most out of it. Right now he's on a cruise with his new wife. Oh did I mention she's pregnant!? Yeah, I'm going to be an aunt once again. I'm so excited. They're hoping it'll be a boy. I want it to be a boy too, but not so keen on the name. Oh and I've had insomnia for a month then it went away and now it seems to have come back. Could be because I started smoking ciggs again. I quit for like three days then had a serious conversation with someone I care deeply about and started again. I'm about to quit soon though. If it's a stimulant and I'm only smoking at night, maybe that's why I'm not sleeping. Well, thought I'd keep you all updated. If I think of anything else new I will be sure to update.
I haven't written a long time and anyone who's reading this probably hasn't written in a long time either. Well, a lot has been going on. I dated this guy, Matt for a couple of weeks. He's been the annoying ex for about a week and a half now. He seemed cool at first, but now he just gets on my nerves. I waited till we were broken up for a week to... for some reason become friends with him. Don't ask why. He's still in love with me. I definitly don't love him back. I mean I care for the guy, but that's it. Anyways, my brother came to town for Christmas. It was really cool having him around again and for Christmas this time. I regret not hanging out with him more. We did have fun at the bar though. Got so drunk I was throwing up until 3:30 in the morning. Usually I feel a lot better after I spew, but this time I didn't feel better at all. I was starting to think that maybe I had alcohol poisoning and needed to go to the hospital. I overreact to everything. He's coming again sometime next week. I can't wait. Maybe we'll go to a movie or something this time. He's only going to be staying a couple of days, so I'm going to make the most out of it. Right now he's on a cruise with his new wife. Oh did I mention she's pregnant!? Yeah, I'm going to be an aunt once again. I'm so excited. They're hoping it'll be a boy. I want it to be a boy too, but not so keen on the name. Oh and I've had insomnia for a month then it went away and now it seems to have come back. Could be because I started smoking ciggs again. I quit for like three days then had a serious conversation with someone I care deeply about and started again. I'm about to quit soon though. If it's a stimulant and I'm only smoking at night, maybe that's why I'm not sleeping. Well, thought I'd keep you all updated. If I think of anything else new I will be sure to update.