Makes Me Wish That You Were Here...
Last night I ended my friendship with my partner in crime around 2 am.
****Best Friend,
When I told you to go fuck yourself, we hung up on eachother. I smiled in the dark knowing that you could feel my hands ripping you apart. Did it feel good? My hands I mean.. They haven't worked a day in their life. ****
I miss the Hilton Estate and Trixy alot. I miss tattooes and Sexy Wes taunting me to smell his armpits. I watched a Pauly Shore movie last night and all I wanted to do was go back to the East 7th Street place and do mini-tribals.... Or weez tha juice.
So I haven't really gone out in a while. Im thinking about it though. I want a dance party. With flashing lights and loud Louis XIV where everyone is rolling. I haven't gone back to the little yellow house with the red porch. I can't bring myself to. I know what will be waiting there for me.
I need to get a job. It is critical now.
I need a boyfriend I think. I want one with Sideburns and maybe a pair of Airwalks. I want to trip balls on shrooms and Im thinking of having a birthday party if I can find a space to have it. Im going to be 17. I don't want to be a punk forever. I need to grow up I think.. One day.
I drew a really good pic of Dirty Harry as a pickle. He wants it, I dunno if I can give it up. I want to get really drunk with a bunch of skinheads in a deserted mall parking lot. My birthday trip to Fort Mill is coming upo soon so I might get the chance.
I think I might go to an "Open Mic" night at a comedy club with Mattie. Im going to tell lame jokes about Tom Cruise. Like: Tom Cruise can't have kids so much that he doesn't need a swimming pool!
He deserves it. He was talking smack about Brooke Shields because she wrote a book about postpartum depression as if he knows anything about getting anyone pregnant....
I dyed my hair black. If Greg, Davey Havoc, the chick from the Distillers and the guy from The Bravery had a kid.. It would be me. I was told that going by the description, I need a lip ring.
Someone tell me something. Anything that will keep me from going crazy and killing myself. Tell Ayla to enjoy GBH because I won't be seeing her.
****Best Friend,
When I told you to go fuck yourself, we hung up on eachother. I smiled in the dark knowing that you could feel my hands ripping you apart. Did it feel good? My hands I mean.. They haven't worked a day in their life. ****
I miss the Hilton Estate and Trixy alot. I miss tattooes and Sexy Wes taunting me to smell his armpits. I watched a Pauly Shore movie last night and all I wanted to do was go back to the East 7th Street place and do mini-tribals.... Or weez tha juice.
So I haven't really gone out in a while. Im thinking about it though. I want a dance party. With flashing lights and loud Louis XIV where everyone is rolling. I haven't gone back to the little yellow house with the red porch. I can't bring myself to. I know what will be waiting there for me.
I need to get a job. It is critical now.
I need a boyfriend I think. I want one with Sideburns and maybe a pair of Airwalks. I want to trip balls on shrooms and Im thinking of having a birthday party if I can find a space to have it. Im going to be 17. I don't want to be a punk forever. I need to grow up I think.. One day.
I drew a really good pic of Dirty Harry as a pickle. He wants it, I dunno if I can give it up. I want to get really drunk with a bunch of skinheads in a deserted mall parking lot. My birthday trip to Fort Mill is coming upo soon so I might get the chance.
I think I might go to an "Open Mic" night at a comedy club with Mattie. Im going to tell lame jokes about Tom Cruise. Like: Tom Cruise can't have kids so much that he doesn't need a swimming pool!
He deserves it. He was talking smack about Brooke Shields because she wrote a book about postpartum depression as if he knows anything about getting anyone pregnant....
I dyed my hair black. If Greg, Davey Havoc, the chick from the Distillers and the guy from The Bravery had a kid.. It would be me. I was told that going by the description, I need a lip ring.
Someone tell me something. Anything that will keep me from going crazy and killing myself. Tell Ayla to enjoy GBH because I won't be seeing her.