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first one act practice date: today
first one act competition: 16 days from now
the one act:as you like it~shakespeare
how fucking scared i am: undescribable
oh man as if this past week and a half couldnt get worse. ive complained a lot- but a lot of it is over with so im getting over it....but let me just describe to you the pain that me and teague and ummmmmm..a 'couple?' other ppl are feeling right now
1. i feel as though the pep rally sucked. our class is retarded(this is my view-not teagues OBVIOUSLY)
2. ALL of our homecoming decorations got ruined last night
3. with help from sarah and teague i made the hallway design.
4. about 3 ppl actually helped decorate the hallway
5. i made the plans for our homecoming float.
6. i wrote our script with the help of aj's ideas and bens props the night before the pep rally
7. FINALLY with the help of aj/ben the skit was pulled together 30 minutes before the pep rally
8. my job hates me because i took off all weekdays by my MOTHERS orders and i have many many many things to do on weekends that i took off for. they are questioning now, why i still work there. despite the fact that im fucking amazing and they know it.
9. emily. that is all.
10. my grades are rapidly decreasing because i have given up on the things that are too difficult for me to sit down and make myself learn how to do. im not as smart as ppl like to think i am and i know it.
11. pretty much its been 3 ppl doing ALL of the work for our senior class homecoming and i dont even know why i took responsibility for half of the shit i did in the first place
12. my mother is telling me that i shouldnt be mad at the ppl who arent doing shit because it was thier choice and it was my choice to take this up even though i didnt want to do it..like at all-but i did because it NEEDED to be done and if it wasnt mine and teagues/senior 'student council' ppls reputations would be shot
13. i hate matt johnson-i was forced to walk with him for court because im a loser and i didnt have nebody yet and nobody wants to be with him cuz hes an asshole.
14. i just hate homecoming and everone/everything surrounding it-or..not surrounding it for that matter
15. im tired of ppl making everybody else do the hard work instead of AT LEAST dividing it up between ppl-and not making one or two ppl do ALL of the work. but as my mother says 'thats thier choice' so im not supposed to be mad at u-cuz its immoral. fuck that-who ever said humans were perfect-im fucking pissed.
16. my happy pills that i was put on arent actually supposed to work 4 like 6 weeks. whats the use in that? whatever
ps-thank you to the ppl who have actually kind of helped decorate and do the stuff that we worked so hard to plan for you.
the end.
first one act competition: 16 days from now
the one act:as you like it~shakespeare
how fucking scared i am: undescribable
oh man as if this past week and a half couldnt get worse. ive complained a lot- but a lot of it is over with so im getting over it....but let me just describe to you the pain that me and teague and ummmmmm..a 'couple?' other ppl are feeling right now
1. i feel as though the pep rally sucked. our class is retarded(this is my view-not teagues OBVIOUSLY)
2. ALL of our homecoming decorations got ruined last night
3. with help from sarah and teague i made the hallway design.
4. about 3 ppl actually helped decorate the hallway
5. i made the plans for our homecoming float.
6. i wrote our script with the help of aj's ideas and bens props the night before the pep rally
7. FINALLY with the help of aj/ben the skit was pulled together 30 minutes before the pep rally
8. my job hates me because i took off all weekdays by my MOTHERS orders and i have many many many things to do on weekends that i took off for. they are questioning now, why i still work there. despite the fact that im fucking amazing and they know it.
9. emily. that is all.
10. my grades are rapidly decreasing because i have given up on the things that are too difficult for me to sit down and make myself learn how to do. im not as smart as ppl like to think i am and i know it.
11. pretty much its been 3 ppl doing ALL of the work for our senior class homecoming and i dont even know why i took responsibility for half of the shit i did in the first place
12. my mother is telling me that i shouldnt be mad at the ppl who arent doing shit because it was thier choice and it was my choice to take this up even though i didnt want to do it..like at all-but i did because it NEEDED to be done and if it wasnt mine and teagues/senior 'student council' ppls reputations would be shot
13. i hate matt johnson-i was forced to walk with him for court because im a loser and i didnt have nebody yet and nobody wants to be with him cuz hes an asshole.
14. i just hate homecoming and everone/everything surrounding it-or..not surrounding it for that matter
15. im tired of ppl making everybody else do the hard work instead of AT LEAST dividing it up between ppl-and not making one or two ppl do ALL of the work. but as my mother says 'thats thier choice' so im not supposed to be mad at u-cuz its immoral. fuck that-who ever said humans were perfect-im fucking pissed.
16. my happy pills that i was put on arent actually supposed to work 4 like 6 weeks. whats the use in that? whatever
ps-thank you to the ppl who have actually kind of helped decorate and do the stuff that we worked so hard to plan for you.
the end.