Sep 09, 2006 14:10
so ive been doin pretty good-if i look @ my life and think REALLY REALLY REALLY hard and pessimisticly it doesnt seem that wonderful-but for some reasons ive kinda gotten passed that..its pretty annoying
i have probably been 2 the counselors office like maybe 3 times within my hs career-and i have never changed/dropped/added a class before....this year since registration ive been in there like 5 times and changed/switched classes about 3 times :-) its kinda fun lol cuz im actually really satisfied with what i have right now
i LOVE my physics class-its funny because out of EVERYBODY in my grade/i guess some not in my grade *aka~lucas* 8 ppl in my 2 hour AP physics class were from my chemistry class last year! funny i know :-) lol
calc is DEFINATELY gonna kill me but im definately up for the challenge-i think im really gonna learn something this year cuz every other year ive kinda slacked off cuz the teachers i had were really lenient...but krantz is definately..NOT..haha
there are exactly 5 ppl in my french class :-) i still feel SUPER stupid but i FINALLY purchased a french/english dictionary of my own @ half price books which i had (believe it or not) never been to before! and shes promising to be hard on us this year so hopefully i try really hard and actually study and stuff
i actually have a study hall this year-kinda lol-i havent had one since freshman year and thats one of the things that i switched around this year-i cut out ap psych(dont freak-it had to be done..i didnt like it either..) and i also changed study hall to jans lab asst. because there were a bunch of SUPER annoying little sophomore/junior boys who hadnt gone thru puberty yet and thought they were the shit-and thats quite possibly the most annoying thing in the world...as im sitting there trying to do AP CALCULUS HOMEWORK! lol....but basically jans lab asst. is awesome cuz shell barely ever have me doing nething! and its right after lunch so i could totally leave if i wanted to and i really dont need to rush or nething..its pretty bomb :-) ive never been a lab asst. before either
also, in yearbook i kinda have the same thing-cuz right now the pages that i need to get at dont work for some reason-so until we can get everything back and straightened out i have nothing to do :-) i either sit in yangs office chatting with michelle kruz or roam the halls and like talk to teague cuz shes in august's room all the time doing stu co stuff lol
and DUDE! in choir-meier put all the junior girls in our choir-and basically me, teague and jahrah FLIPPED A SHIT cuz its definately a WAY TOO HUGE choir and we dont like being the little personal fun choir that we were before...:-( also meier split teague and me up-shes in the front row-so now i just lean forward and talk to her so we're MORE disruptive..so maybe shell move us by the end of the year just to get us to be quiet :-) hahahaha...im fine with the ppl that im standing by-val? i think her name is -is a pretty gosh darned good singer so im pretty happy about that-and i also sit by julia cooper who is also definately bomb!..idk bout the singing but shes awesome and teague and i are once again singing the 'star spangled banner' for the football games and such-im pretty excited about this..i love doing that-there was a scare that we wouldnt be but-its definately on :-)
im pretty sick of my job, i wont lie-but im sticking with it-i dont like to look like a quitter when the going gets tough....but my managers are retards and HUGE assholes....oh well....
so kyles a pretty amazing kid-if u ask me about him-id prolly rant and rave about all of the stuff that hes done for me that makes me actually feel like a good friend. gosh. :-) things like that make me happy and none of my friends have ever made me feel like that before(sry) but..idk-if u just heard about the things he does-its ALL of the stuff that i always wished my 'friends' would do that they do for other people-its all little stuff..but god it makes me so happy we went to mcdonalds in defo @ 5:30 this morning :-) lol we got sum free food from rachel kaalberg-it was pretty sweet i wont lie lol-hes wonderful and im excited that we're friends. dont think anything more of that please, because im not going to.
eric unblocked me..idk when but he came online yesterday and i could see him on both of my screen names-it was really nice-i wouldnt dare talk to him-but..its nice that hes getting better-maybe we'll be civil by the end of the year?!!!! lol ..idk..
im SUPER xcited for homecoming-theres a mtg @ jamies house 2day for senior stuff dealing w/homecoming-YAAAAAY :-D that'd be baller if i actually had a date to this thing-haha
also today i walked out of work-and it was chilly :-) and it smelled like fall-idk if u guys know-but fall is definately my favorite season..its beautiful and marvelous and AHHH i love it-the weather just makes me wanna go put on a sweater and curl up with somebody and drink hot chocolate in a pumpkin patch....hehe
over all..im a pretty gosh darn happy person..idk if its the fact that im a senior (which btw-is pretty nice....i actually feel like one and im liking it a LOT-i feel super mature) or if its kyle..which it could quite possibly be-how amazing is it that ive waited my whole life for a friend to treat me like he does and GO FIGURE its making me forget about all of the bad things in my life-i just dont care about them anymore..or-something else-but im just glad that im happy i guess