a new year drunken post

[davegroupie]

getting lazy
laying in the sunbeams
drifting... drifting
where is my port
where is my harbor
my safe respite?
safe?
what lies in safe,
but a bit more of the same
somebody help me!
i'm blacking out!
says the man in the suit
wait until the hotel.
we can pass out there.
says the man in the trench coat.
hotels and motels
motels and hotels
what am i so afraid of?
death?
no. (its all over anyways)
getting lost?
not really. (how can one truly be lost these days)
getting hurt?
maybe.
wasting my life on fear?
yes.
then.....
WHY DON'T I FUCKING DO SOMETHING?!?!
to feel yourself shrinking
says the man
am i but a shadow of my former self?