amazing

[daveespionage]

Its amazing the level
At which I
Will put myself into fantasy
Simply to escape
What I haven't reconciled
With myself.

Some things just have to be 
Let go
Since
They cannot
Be willingly
Resolved.

Its no ones fault
I tell myself
Because even when
I blame myself
It still doesn't
Make sense.

And the archives
The pages and pages
Of history
The methods and minds
Involved
Come clear.

Forming into
Something greater
Than the events 
Themselves
Its hard to agree
About it all.

So then
I'll step out of my shell.

How else does one let go?