Would you...
Take a bullet for me?
Stand up for me?
Be there for me no matter what?
Promise never to leave me?
Stop the bleeding?
Be my insipration?
Help me through the darkness?
Y is it I feel like I'm pushing away everyone I want to be clsoe too? Y is it when I need to talk to someone, there is no one I can turn to? It's telling me to stop pretending to be comfortable around people and deal with the fact I am alone, and always will be.
I just wish I could actually talk about what's bothering me, but no one would understand, no one could help, so i don't see the point in it. The two people I could talk to, well one doesn't kno much about it because she's not like me, she wnts to know and udnerstand but part of it is experiencing it. The other, I haven't seen her for a long time and when i do, it's such a short time and i dont want her worrying about me at this stage in her life.
y am I so nice to others when I kno it causes me pain?
Maybe becasue deep down inside, I know I'll survive.
Stand up for me?
Be there for me no matter what?
Promise never to leave me?
Stop the bleeding?
Be my insipration?
Help me through the darkness?
Y is it I feel like I'm pushing away everyone I want to be clsoe too? Y is it when I need to talk to someone, there is no one I can turn to? It's telling me to stop pretending to be comfortable around people and deal with the fact I am alone, and always will be.
I just wish I could actually talk about what's bothering me, but no one would understand, no one could help, so i don't see the point in it. The two people I could talk to, well one doesn't kno much about it because she's not like me, she wnts to know and udnerstand but part of it is experiencing it. The other, I haven't seen her for a long time and when i do, it's such a short time and i dont want her worrying about me at this stage in her life.
y am I so nice to others when I kno it causes me pain?
Maybe becasue deep down inside, I know I'll survive.