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We talked today, and it helped some. To say I have no ill feelings towards her would be a lie. I don't hate her, I am just confused. She tells me she still loves me and all. We never fought, and it was never a one sided relationship. We both went out of the way for each other.
I can't help it but not think there is something else going on. The excuse was lame that she gave me. She lacks emotion when I talk to her and just says, "I know." Personally, I believe either there is somebody else or that she is running scared. She says thats not the case, but I'm not too sure. I have no faith in people anymore, just God.
And I will continue serving God with or without her. Little did she realize I didn't base my faith on her. I based it on Jesus Christ. I was pretty upset not about just losing my girlfriend, but I feel like I lost out on a church that I really liked. I know it may not sound like a Christian thing to say but I feel like she took that joy away from me. I will truely miss Bible study too.
I'm gonna start dating again ASAP. I wont be looking for anything serious, just some good fellowship. Maybe a good Christian girl, who knows? Im not going to sit around and cry about her. I love her, and I miss her, but she is not worth the heartache or trouble.
I will continue being her friend and her brother in Christ. We are planning on still hanging out but its going to be awhile. We both got a lot of things that we need to work on. I value the time we had together and I wish her the best. Too bad for her that she is going to miss out.....
I can't help it but not think there is something else going on. The excuse was lame that she gave me. She lacks emotion when I talk to her and just says, "I know." Personally, I believe either there is somebody else or that she is running scared. She says thats not the case, but I'm not too sure. I have no faith in people anymore, just God.
And I will continue serving God with or without her. Little did she realize I didn't base my faith on her. I based it on Jesus Christ. I was pretty upset not about just losing my girlfriend, but I feel like I lost out on a church that I really liked. I know it may not sound like a Christian thing to say but I feel like she took that joy away from me. I will truely miss Bible study too.
I'm gonna start dating again ASAP. I wont be looking for anything serious, just some good fellowship. Maybe a good Christian girl, who knows? Im not going to sit around and cry about her. I love her, and I miss her, but she is not worth the heartache or trouble.
I will continue being her friend and her brother in Christ. We are planning on still hanging out but its going to be awhile. We both got a lot of things that we need to work on. I value the time we had together and I wish her the best. Too bad for her that she is going to miss out.....