Nearly the end of summer...where do I stand?
Man, oh man. I thought it wasn't going to be an eventful summer. Wow, was I wrong!
Here's my awesome things that left marks:
Month of June--Stacy left DC3, but I still learned a lot from that final class: Photography. I loved it.
First weekend of June--I saw Christian again. After 4 full years. Ha, he still looked the same to me and I still looked the same to him. He noticed I was nervous. We had good times then. Drew in his box and gave him crap about his 'womanly curves.' I didn't think to much into any of it. And here we are now....
Month of July--Feeling near death this close hadn't happened before. Then, I met College Algebra. It was a nasty month. I went crazy several times. The month of July also happens to hold the time that Christian and I got back together. We're a bit odd, aren't we. And a few days after, he thought wisely. Enough of the crap and something about GO BIG OR GO HOME? I could give a fuck less what people think about us. We dated forever in high school and because of my immaturity we had a long break. I've never met anyone else like him. And that's good. He can be himself around me and I can be a mad rambler around him. It's pretty sweet. I have no flaws. I've found my place. But yes, with all that rambling said, We're getting married. When? No exact date. But soon? I'm feeling pretty confident about it. Sure, moving and moving on scares me a bit, but who isn't? I'll miss a good portion of my Dodge City friends and all that junk including my family and baby tumbles. But it's only physical. I'll still be there, right?
July 22-23rd! WARPED TOUR! I saw many great bands and like always, Denver was fabulous. Antiflag, Against Me!, THE CASUALTIES, Thursday, NOFX! So many great bands. Met Jake/Meggers of the casualties, Thursday, Tom of Against me and damn. my mind has gone blank! Eh, Hopefully I'll recollect my memory soon so I can finish out my warped weekend description.
I need to leave this town. It's suffocating me.
Beginning of August, I took a trip to see my favorite person. I'm sorry. It's true. I've picked favorites. My heart, love, school, and other stuff are located on the other side of the state. There's nothing like waking up as I did there. Better than marshmallows being thrown at you. I wasn't edgy and I wasn't about to snap. I was calm, sleepy (haha), and for the sake of cheese: In LOVE! And I still am. More than yesterday. He was right and I agree that there's no words to describe this.
Hahaha:
HORSE FUCKING BULLSHIT!
Kansas City Reversal
What time is it?
Let's go inside.
!Xobile
^Lovely phrases that made up that weekend.
It was all grand except for two things. Wrecks and bites. Damn that Lily, the cat that bit me. She bites pretty hard. There was a grand discovery of vitamins and a greater desire to sell my kidney on the black market to afford art school. KCAI is amazing and the coincidence of staying at a hotel across the street from there is mind-blowing. City of fountains. I'll never forget the punk rock proposal.....or the time or all the naps I took or guy's cooking. He put me out of commission. Stay at home husband? Working wife? Why not? I'll write more on this trip later, maybe...?
So now it's August and I've been in school for a week and a half. I'm already thinking of dropping a class. I want my work to be graded on quality rather than 'how cute it looks.' My lover was here for about a week. And goddamn did I turn emo when he left. It was one hell of a week. A lot of fun pictures were taken. I'll have them up online someday. It was fun going to work thinking of my fiance sleeping in the car. And walking around the college as if we were back in high school was fun. There was one thing we could do without: my stupidity and my parents' yelling.
No boxes, I'm sorry hun.
Anyway...I guess that's good for now? I'm rambling incoherently again.
So as for now, i'll just leave you with a fuck you farewell... :)
Here's my awesome things that left marks:
Month of June--Stacy left DC3, but I still learned a lot from that final class: Photography. I loved it.
First weekend of June--I saw Christian again. After 4 full years. Ha, he still looked the same to me and I still looked the same to him. He noticed I was nervous. We had good times then. Drew in his box and gave him crap about his 'womanly curves.' I didn't think to much into any of it. And here we are now....
Month of July--Feeling near death this close hadn't happened before. Then, I met College Algebra. It was a nasty month. I went crazy several times. The month of July also happens to hold the time that Christian and I got back together. We're a bit odd, aren't we. And a few days after, he thought wisely. Enough of the crap and something about GO BIG OR GO HOME? I could give a fuck less what people think about us. We dated forever in high school and because of my immaturity we had a long break. I've never met anyone else like him. And that's good. He can be himself around me and I can be a mad rambler around him. It's pretty sweet. I have no flaws. I've found my place. But yes, with all that rambling said, We're getting married. When? No exact date. But soon? I'm feeling pretty confident about it. Sure, moving and moving on scares me a bit, but who isn't? I'll miss a good portion of my Dodge City friends and all that junk including my family and baby tumbles. But it's only physical. I'll still be there, right?
July 22-23rd! WARPED TOUR! I saw many great bands and like always, Denver was fabulous. Antiflag, Against Me!, THE CASUALTIES, Thursday, NOFX! So many great bands. Met Jake/Meggers of the casualties, Thursday, Tom of Against me and damn. my mind has gone blank! Eh, Hopefully I'll recollect my memory soon so I can finish out my warped weekend description.
I need to leave this town. It's suffocating me.
Beginning of August, I took a trip to see my favorite person. I'm sorry. It's true. I've picked favorites. My heart, love, school, and other stuff are located on the other side of the state. There's nothing like waking up as I did there. Better than marshmallows being thrown at you. I wasn't edgy and I wasn't about to snap. I was calm, sleepy (haha), and for the sake of cheese: In LOVE! And I still am. More than yesterday. He was right and I agree that there's no words to describe this.
Hahaha:
HORSE FUCKING BULLSHIT!
Kansas City Reversal
What time is it?
Let's go inside.
!Xobile
^Lovely phrases that made up that weekend.
It was all grand except for two things. Wrecks and bites. Damn that Lily, the cat that bit me. She bites pretty hard. There was a grand discovery of vitamins and a greater desire to sell my kidney on the black market to afford art school. KCAI is amazing and the coincidence of staying at a hotel across the street from there is mind-blowing. City of fountains. I'll never forget the punk rock proposal.....or the time or all the naps I took or guy's cooking. He put me out of commission. Stay at home husband? Working wife? Why not? I'll write more on this trip later, maybe...?
So now it's August and I've been in school for a week and a half. I'm already thinking of dropping a class. I want my work to be graded on quality rather than 'how cute it looks.' My lover was here for about a week. And goddamn did I turn emo when he left. It was one hell of a week. A lot of fun pictures were taken. I'll have them up online someday. It was fun going to work thinking of my fiance sleeping in the car. And walking around the college as if we were back in high school was fun. There was one thing we could do without: my stupidity and my parents' yelling.
No boxes, I'm sorry hun.
Anyway...I guess that's good for now? I'm rambling incoherently again.
So as for now, i'll just leave you with a fuck you farewell... :)