Sep 15, 2005 12:01
Look how bored i am that am actually going to write another entry. i am here killing the worst time of my life!!! when i can be doing something productive, no, i must be here stuck doing shit becuase my next class starts at one! jesus crist.
well, i was checking out some of the users of the gay florida thing. some of those people scared the living hell out of me! Damn! and i thought i was wierd! Ah well, guess we are all unique in our own ways. i mean look at me, i am destined to become a serial killer in the future! i am here in college to perfect my killling skills. soon i am going to hijack a plane and run it into the eiffel tower! lol...just kidding.
i guess i just feel like writing, after all, isn't that what i do? i've also come to the conclusion that no one cares what i write in my lj for the simple fact that no ne checks it anymore. this is perfectly fne with me. i just use this shit to vent any feelings i have and see how the rest of the people on my list are doing depsite the fact that they don't even check it out. i know the world doesn't revolve me or anyone else. At least i got my firends i can call up and talk to and chill out. yesterday i was helping javier with a serious problem. turns out his situation with Alexis has gotten out of control. I had javier talk to Joe, my therapist, last night. He suggested that he get professional help and Javier asked me to go along with him. I said sure, i don't mind. so, tomorrow i'm going to be at FIU talking to the psychiatrist there about Javier's problem. Hopefully this solves everything. I really care about him, in a non-sexual or romantic way of course, and i don't want him to be hurting himself.
well, i've outdone myself again. i always write a lot whenever i'm on this thing. Oh, well. i don't want to leave just yet despite the fact it is 12:12. in a few minutes my next class starts. i figured i am going to get a bite to eat. a McChicken and small drink sounds great to me. besides, that's all i have left from my five dollar breakfast earlier this morning. Jesus, i've been here since seven am! how do i ever survive? only the lord knows the answer to that question.
well, now i must really go. i'll try and update right after gsa next week. i am not going to get my hopes up on the whole "Did anyone read my pathetic shit???" type of thing. Ah well, i must go back to hiding the bodies in my basement. Crap! i can't believe i just said that out loud! i really must try to keep quiet about these things. the cops are already looking for me. They've found the dismembered limbs of my ex-boyfriend....
lol...just kidding about that.
well, i'll stop eating shit.
by y'all
stay safe, healthy, and oh yeah, fat joe must die!
lol...
inside joke
oh well, peace out
eat healthy
jerk off
have sex
make babies
JUST DO SOMETHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bye