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haha i have an urge to update, okay so eca is okay i mean they give me soo much pressure like i ahve 2 monolouges to memorize by tommorow for audtions and to tell the truth im not even that prepared for them and then i have some fever thing going on and didnt go to eca today. god school is just gay in general, i hate it. im failing algebra and its bullshit cause of course i ddint get the frist semester of work but now the 2nd semester. and i dont know what happnes if eca finds out im failing a class. sjahrsadg i want to die. i might not be in adaps now cause im ganna maybe miss a perfromance daya dn i dont even have a role at all im in chorus and i dont have any impact on adpas at all. my life right now is so sasakuyhdifglkjal. plus i have a headache and i cant breathe through my nose and if i stay home tommorow i dont know what im ganna do about auditions. i wanted to do eca sophmore year but my mom says noo do it freshman and somedays i just want a regular school day with 7 classes and not just 4 i mean its really nice that i have 4 classes but i need 4 years of a language to get into collage and i am not ganna take classes over the summer. my life is so insane right now. i wish it was friday. really bad.