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I'm So Sorry, Sweetie... Forgive Me, Please. x_colie15_x November 21 2005, 03:00:35 UTC
David Printus Mullins, you're "THE ONE" for me. I'm so in love with you. It's hard to believe that just over 5 months ago I saw you for the very first time and I instantly knew there was something special about you. I found out you had a girlfriend and man was I disappointed. I thought I was being completely ridiculous to even imagine being with someone as gorgeous and amazing a person as you are and I knew that I should have expected you to be taken. I felt discouraged when I initially found out that you were indeed taken, but then when we went on that overnight trip, I couldn't stand to be away from you. That trip was the turning point of it all. I knew I was falling hard and fast for this blonde-haired sweetie from Clintwood. Little did I know a few days later, you and your girlfriend would break up and we would begin to grow even closer. Then, on June 30, just one day before Governor's School ended, you asked me to be your girlfriend. God, was I ever excited!!? I was so happy my prayers had finally been answered, even if the answer to them was all the way in Clintwood, I didn't care. All I knew was that our love was continuing to grow. Then, almost as soon as our relationship began, my grandmother passed away making the third death of a close relative in six months this year. It was such a difficult time for me. You didn't come to the funeral, but you were there for me in your own way. I knew after that that you were truly who God intended me to be with. After having a completely ICQ-based relationship for a while, we finally went on our first official date. I was so nervous until I got inside your truck, then those butterflies went away. I was also surprised by how quickly our relationship was growing. You shared the same love for me that I had for you, it was wonderful. You filled a void that I had had in my heart for so long. Our first date came and went and after many more nightly ICQ conversations, our second date arrived. I ventured to your hometown of Clintwood and met your parents. Then, we spent a few hours together four-wheeling and talking in the woods. It was on this date that we shared our first kiss, which was mildly entertaining because we were both a little rusty, I moreso than you. Even though, that first kiss wasn't the spectacular one we had both hoped it would be, for me it was more special than that. When we kissed that first time, I felt this warmth all over my body and I knew that as long as I had you in my life, everything would be alright. It was almost as if that kiss signified the merging of our souls into one. Then, for our third date, you came to GC to hang out with me at the GC vs. Clintwood football game on October 14th. You met my friends and I met some of your's as well. More time and ICQ conversations passed and then we went on our fourth date. That was the most romantic date I've ever been on in my life. You took me to Bonterra's to eat and made me feel like the you wanted the whole world to know just what kind of love we shared for one another. After that amazing dinner, we went to see Saw 2 at the theater in Coeburn. Although, it was a little more crowded than I would have liked it to be, I was just happy to be there and be spending time with the one I loved, Y-O-U. Then, you left for the cross country state meet and we didn't get to talk for two whole nights and I thought I was going to go crazy without you. It made me realize just how much I'd come to love and depend on you. Finally, that Saturday, after your meet, you called me and God was I thrilled to hear the sound of your voice. You told me how you placed 28th and I congratulated you on how well you did. That phone call was also significant, you said "I Love You" for the first time in the midst of people and I knew everything was getting better for us. It meant that you were open with your friends and strangers about how much you loved me. I could hardly wait to see you again after I talked to you that evening, but unfortunately I had to.

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