Another Parallel
For the 4th time, I shall give this example of how things seemed to be working against me today:
I was having dinner just now and halfway through the packet of rice, I fell asleep with it still in my hands. It was like an on and off thing. Like, I fell asleep for a few minutes then woke up in a daze and fell back asleep within seconds. It happened quite a few times. I didn't want to walk and put my rice down cos well... I was kinda enjoying my sleep even though the worry of spilling it was there? When I woke up after I don't know how long, I decided that I should just put it down and not spill it and just go off to sleep, and guess what, I was feeling wide awake no matter how hard I tried to sleep, even in the same sitting position. I'm like WHAAAAT.
Now now, how should I draw that parallel to make it clear yet not too clear? Hmm... This is a bit hard. Shall try.
Like... I've been holding on to something for quite some time already. Things happened, changes took place, and well, along the way, I really got fed up with it a few times. Many times I feared that I would screw things up if I had continued holding on to it, but well... no matter what I did, I was still back at the same point even though that worry had never leave me. Getting upset over it was indeed an on-and-off thing, depending on what happened and how I choose to react to it.
Finally, I got "woken up". I decided to put it down... but yes you know what, I'm like... !!!!! I think it's not hard to guess what that <---- means la. Cannot stand myself *ridiculous look*
Oh but then again, haha the good news was, I gave up on that packet of rice anyway. I didn't go back to it even though I couldn't sleep after that. I hope I will be able to deal with it the same way. All the best WX, your plans sound good, just need the determination to carry them out! *pat myself on my shoulder*
[Edit]
Yardy, we are going to get through all sorts of crap and shit and mess together. We are not alone in these man; you have me and I have you. Things will turn out fine. And the best thing of all is, we have God! Just as David and Jonathan did, let's anchor our friendship on God, shall we? =)
I was having dinner just now and halfway through the packet of rice, I fell asleep with it still in my hands. It was like an on and off thing. Like, I fell asleep for a few minutes then woke up in a daze and fell back asleep within seconds. It happened quite a few times. I didn't want to walk and put my rice down cos well... I was kinda enjoying my sleep even though the worry of spilling it was there? When I woke up after I don't know how long, I decided that I should just put it down and not spill it and just go off to sleep, and guess what, I was feeling wide awake no matter how hard I tried to sleep, even in the same sitting position. I'm like WHAAAAT.
Now now, how should I draw that parallel to make it clear yet not too clear? Hmm... This is a bit hard. Shall try.
Like... I've been holding on to something for quite some time already. Things happened, changes took place, and well, along the way, I really got fed up with it a few times. Many times I feared that I would screw things up if I had continued holding on to it, but well... no matter what I did, I was still back at the same point even though that worry had never leave me. Getting upset over it was indeed an on-and-off thing, depending on what happened and how I choose to react to it.
Finally, I got "woken up". I decided to put it down... but yes you know what, I'm like... !!!!! I think it's not hard to guess what that <---- means la. Cannot stand myself *ridiculous look*
Oh but then again, haha the good news was, I gave up on that packet of rice anyway. I didn't go back to it even though I couldn't sleep after that. I hope I will be able to deal with it the same way. All the best WX, your plans sound good, just need the determination to carry them out! *pat myself on my shoulder*
[Edit]
Yardy, we are going to get through all sorts of crap and shit and mess together. We are not alone in these man; you have me and I have you. Things will turn out fine. And the best thing of all is, we have God! Just as David and Jonathan did, let's anchor our friendship on God, shall we? =)