Stumbled upon this song, and so I decided to share it...
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Unfailing Love - Chris Tomlin
Verse 1:
You have my heart
And I am Yours forever
You are my strength
God of grace and power
Pre-chorus:
And everything You hold in Your hand
Still You make time for me
I can't understand
Chorus:
Praise You God of earth and sky
How beautiful is Your unfailing love
Unfailing love
And You never change
God You remain
The Holy One
My unfailing love
Unfailing love
Verse 2:
You are my rock
The One I hold on to
You are my song
And I sing for You
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You won't believe how bad a mood I was in last night. Well, I didn't take it out on anyone and no one offended me. But there was just this bitterness within me. It was so bad that I actually wondered if I have depression. What do you call this thing which I call "seasonal" though? Seasonal depression? Seasonal mood swing?
But really, if God isn't in my life today, I would probably be gone in this world already. There were and are times so bad that it was so hard to live on, and I knew in my heart that no one could help fix the things in my heart, only God can. I can't imagine how things would turn out if He isn't in my life. You probably wouldn't even have seen me through my 18th birthday.
His unfailing love reassures me a lot. It's not just that He's always there when I need help, it's the fact that He's always by my side all the time. Times like last night, it's always like "shit, I can't take it anymore, I need God" and I know He is always there for me. He's always my comfort whenever I feel unloved and worthless.
I don't know when this "season" is going to end before I will smile from my heart again, but I know one thing for sure - He will walk with me through the seasons. Friends can make promises to be there whenever we need them, but through these years I realise that whenever I need someone most, no one's there, but only God is found. Only God holds true His promises =)
I will to You Lord,
A hymn of love
For Your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in everlasting arms
You will never let me go
Through it all