*sigh*
I never use this. I use my xanga. But I like this better today. So here goes.
Last night was a lot of fun. Went to Edinboro and hung out with DJ, George, Gena, Joe, and Brent. Went to B*sides and found Taylor and Todd upstairs being cool eating sandwiches, then went next door for food that DJ and Joe decided they needed in them, were joined by Taylor and Todd and their fruitsnacks and not sandwiches, then Jay (who i hate), Mike, and Tyler came. After DJ almost got in a fight with ghetto kids, we made our way in the rain to Mark's because Tyler refused to drive. Then he passed us 3 times on our way. Jerk. Then we all ended up at Mark's. Started watching Texas Chainsaw Massacre. (fuckin...moo). Then Mark got in trouble for answering the phone in banana and fighting with his mom's boyfriend, so we got kicked out. Then we got invited back in. Then we got taken back to the Hangout. Went to Taco Bell for bouncy balls. Then DJ and George went dumpster diving. DJ found some massage oil and chased kids around with it. Gena and I wandered toward the park (Nature's Outlet...whatever) and they boys followed later. I sat on some wet benches. Pretended I was more upset about things than I really was. I do that a lot, and it's stupid. I should cut it out. Anyway. George went to the chinese place, so Brent and I waited for him to come back, then followed the other kids back to the Hangout. One by one the rides came. Gena left, then Brent's parents came, and George, Brent, and I left Joe and DJ to chill. We all went to Brent's for the night. I got to see Kayla, which excited me because I missed her. She gave me a present. I gave her an extra special backrub. I like my present a lot, but I accidentally left it there with my candy. Oh well. I'll get it someday. Cuz I love it and I love Kayla. Yay. So then we decided after a while (well, i did actually) that we should watch the princess bride...pretty much cuz I saw it sitting there and I'd been thinking about it for a few days, and wanted to see it again. Brent put it on, and we snuggled and I think I bothered people by knowing every word but oh well. Kayla fell asleep. Still hasn't seen the whole movie. That's ok. It's still there, she can watch it. I almost fell asleep a few times because Brent is a comfy pillow and the movie is engraved in my skull so it wouldn't have mattered anyway. Then the movie ended. Kayla fell asleep again, and so did George eventually. Brent and I stayed up and watched Windtalkers...well, most of it. And I told him about being on the reservation when it was first out, and how I had almost gone to see it with the Navahos. I don't think he cared. He was pretty tired. We said lotsa stuff through that movie, but I couldn't tell you for the life of me what any of it was right now. It wasn't terribly important really. It was more being together that counted. I love him. That was the first time really that we said that to each other, other than just as a part of our normal goodbye ceremonious rituals haha. It was really nice. It was good to spend that time with him, and I'm glad it went well, because I'm not sure how much I'll be seeing him after this. Once more before school if all goes according to plan. Then after school starts, my life is going to be hectic and busy and I may not even have the time to talk to him at all during the week. Marching band is going to control me 5 days a week, most weeks, and work the other 2, on top of school. Stress stress stress. Oh well. At least that is only til Halloween time. Then things should calm down a little. Band will be over for the rest of my life and I'll be able to concentrate more on school and get things done. Maybe I'll work a little more, but I'll make sure I have time to see him at least one time every week. Probably either Friday or Saturday nights. It will be hard not seeing my new friends as much as I have lately, but I had to deal with that last year too, and things seemed okay with them. So I guess this year won't be too terribly hard. I hope. Maybe. We'll see I guess.
Anyway, I woke up and watched Brent's dad be crazy and talk to the dogs and try and make them bother George. I pet Bear (i can finally tell them apart!), and tried to make them both leave George alone. Didn't work. Cleo still wanted those dog biscuits Brent's Dad put under George's pillow. I gave up and went back to sleep for a while, and woke up again a few times. Finally woke up at around 10, and I wanted to go into Brent's room and see if he wanted to cuddle for a little while, but I was kind of scared of that idea. Not so sure I'm ready for that scale of cute. So I shut my eyes and waited for someone else to get up or something. The phone rang. It was Brent and Kayla's mom. She left a message on the answering machine. We all listened to it, but no one answered the phone. She wanted to know if we were awake. We were. All of us. But no one wanted to move cuz we were lazy. Haha. Eventually Brent woke up and came and sat with me. We sat on the couch listening to Kayla make George make breakfast. Then Kayla didn't eat any of that food cuz it was all meat products. So she had toast. And a mango. That was messy. And hillarious.
Then we chilled out for a little while later. Lots of cuddling and tickling and whatnot. I invented the rule that every time I get tickled I got to put his hair behind his ears cuz he hates it. Then later discovered that his ears had no earrings in them and I touched them and I don't like that. (gauged ear holes are gross when there's nothing in them...and he knows i hate them but didn't put earrings in...and made me mad on purpose...repeatedly...but that's ok cuz i only half cared anyway...)
Eventually Kayla called their Grammy and asked her to take Brent and me to Edinboro so I could get a ride home when their mommy got out of work. She is real nice so she said yes. She came around 3 and we went. Saw some random naked guy ont he road on the way there. Kayla is scarred for life again. We got there and Brent and I sat on wet grass and waited and watched all the cool people go in and out of the building. Some people there were freaking sweet. Like that one girl with just the sides of a mullet. Whatever. And the guy with the hot pink cast, crutches, and girl pants. And awesome hair. Yes.
Eventually followed his mommy in to see her punch out. Waited with the crazy people. Met Brent's aunt. She seemed stressed out. My kinda lady. Then we left at 4, after witnessing the mad dash for the timeclock when it changed to 4:00. It was a nice ride home. Listened to SF Fire Hydrant, talked to Brent's mommy, made fun of Brent. Good times.
Said WEE!!! all the way down Tannery hill. Brent laughed. I felt special. I love to make him laugh. I love him...Yay.
Got to work around 4:30. Had til 5 before I could start. Changed my clothes, and sat around for a bit. Decided to eat a sub. Mid-assembly I got yelled at for wearing jeans. SURPRISE! So, I ate my sub, disposed of my trash, grabbed my stuff, and resumed wearing my pants from yesterday, which are insanely dirty. Oh well. They'll get over it. Dirt's got nothing to do with the dress code.
After work I hung out with Doug and Kristen at the play ground and at Co. Fair. I miss Doug, but I wish he'd talk more when we hang out. He is pretty interesting when he decides to open his mouth. I want to be better friends and get to know him better for some reason. I feel intrigued.
I guess Albin moves to Girard within the next few days. Look out Girard, you're in for it.
After I got home I talked to Kang and some other amazing people. And wrote this. And now I'm going to bed. Because I'm tired. And tomorrow I have church and work. Goodnight.
Last night was a lot of fun. Went to Edinboro and hung out with DJ, George, Gena, Joe, and Brent. Went to B*sides and found Taylor and Todd upstairs being cool eating sandwiches, then went next door for food that DJ and Joe decided they needed in them, were joined by Taylor and Todd and their fruitsnacks and not sandwiches, then Jay (who i hate), Mike, and Tyler came. After DJ almost got in a fight with ghetto kids, we made our way in the rain to Mark's because Tyler refused to drive. Then he passed us 3 times on our way. Jerk. Then we all ended up at Mark's. Started watching Texas Chainsaw Massacre. (fuckin...moo). Then Mark got in trouble for answering the phone in banana and fighting with his mom's boyfriend, so we got kicked out. Then we got invited back in. Then we got taken back to the Hangout. Went to Taco Bell for bouncy balls. Then DJ and George went dumpster diving. DJ found some massage oil and chased kids around with it. Gena and I wandered toward the park (Nature's Outlet...whatever) and they boys followed later. I sat on some wet benches. Pretended I was more upset about things than I really was. I do that a lot, and it's stupid. I should cut it out. Anyway. George went to the chinese place, so Brent and I waited for him to come back, then followed the other kids back to the Hangout. One by one the rides came. Gena left, then Brent's parents came, and George, Brent, and I left Joe and DJ to chill. We all went to Brent's for the night. I got to see Kayla, which excited me because I missed her. She gave me a present. I gave her an extra special backrub. I like my present a lot, but I accidentally left it there with my candy. Oh well. I'll get it someday. Cuz I love it and I love Kayla. Yay. So then we decided after a while (well, i did actually) that we should watch the princess bride...pretty much cuz I saw it sitting there and I'd been thinking about it for a few days, and wanted to see it again. Brent put it on, and we snuggled and I think I bothered people by knowing every word but oh well. Kayla fell asleep. Still hasn't seen the whole movie. That's ok. It's still there, she can watch it. I almost fell asleep a few times because Brent is a comfy pillow and the movie is engraved in my skull so it wouldn't have mattered anyway. Then the movie ended. Kayla fell asleep again, and so did George eventually. Brent and I stayed up and watched Windtalkers...well, most of it. And I told him about being on the reservation when it was first out, and how I had almost gone to see it with the Navahos. I don't think he cared. He was pretty tired. We said lotsa stuff through that movie, but I couldn't tell you for the life of me what any of it was right now. It wasn't terribly important really. It was more being together that counted. I love him. That was the first time really that we said that to each other, other than just as a part of our normal goodbye ceremonious rituals haha. It was really nice. It was good to spend that time with him, and I'm glad it went well, because I'm not sure how much I'll be seeing him after this. Once more before school if all goes according to plan. Then after school starts, my life is going to be hectic and busy and I may not even have the time to talk to him at all during the week. Marching band is going to control me 5 days a week, most weeks, and work the other 2, on top of school. Stress stress stress. Oh well. At least that is only til Halloween time. Then things should calm down a little. Band will be over for the rest of my life and I'll be able to concentrate more on school and get things done. Maybe I'll work a little more, but I'll make sure I have time to see him at least one time every week. Probably either Friday or Saturday nights. It will be hard not seeing my new friends as much as I have lately, but I had to deal with that last year too, and things seemed okay with them. So I guess this year won't be too terribly hard. I hope. Maybe. We'll see I guess.
Anyway, I woke up and watched Brent's dad be crazy and talk to the dogs and try and make them bother George. I pet Bear (i can finally tell them apart!), and tried to make them both leave George alone. Didn't work. Cleo still wanted those dog biscuits Brent's Dad put under George's pillow. I gave up and went back to sleep for a while, and woke up again a few times. Finally woke up at around 10, and I wanted to go into Brent's room and see if he wanted to cuddle for a little while, but I was kind of scared of that idea. Not so sure I'm ready for that scale of cute. So I shut my eyes and waited for someone else to get up or something. The phone rang. It was Brent and Kayla's mom. She left a message on the answering machine. We all listened to it, but no one answered the phone. She wanted to know if we were awake. We were. All of us. But no one wanted to move cuz we were lazy. Haha. Eventually Brent woke up and came and sat with me. We sat on the couch listening to Kayla make George make breakfast. Then Kayla didn't eat any of that food cuz it was all meat products. So she had toast. And a mango. That was messy. And hillarious.
Then we chilled out for a little while later. Lots of cuddling and tickling and whatnot. I invented the rule that every time I get tickled I got to put his hair behind his ears cuz he hates it. Then later discovered that his ears had no earrings in them and I touched them and I don't like that. (gauged ear holes are gross when there's nothing in them...and he knows i hate them but didn't put earrings in...and made me mad on purpose...repeatedly...but that's ok cuz i only half cared anyway...)
Eventually Kayla called their Grammy and asked her to take Brent and me to Edinboro so I could get a ride home when their mommy got out of work. She is real nice so she said yes. She came around 3 and we went. Saw some random naked guy ont he road on the way there. Kayla is scarred for life again. We got there and Brent and I sat on wet grass and waited and watched all the cool people go in and out of the building. Some people there were freaking sweet. Like that one girl with just the sides of a mullet. Whatever. And the guy with the hot pink cast, crutches, and girl pants. And awesome hair. Yes.
Eventually followed his mommy in to see her punch out. Waited with the crazy people. Met Brent's aunt. She seemed stressed out. My kinda lady. Then we left at 4, after witnessing the mad dash for the timeclock when it changed to 4:00. It was a nice ride home. Listened to SF Fire Hydrant, talked to Brent's mommy, made fun of Brent. Good times.
Said WEE!!! all the way down Tannery hill. Brent laughed. I felt special. I love to make him laugh. I love him...Yay.
Got to work around 4:30. Had til 5 before I could start. Changed my clothes, and sat around for a bit. Decided to eat a sub. Mid-assembly I got yelled at for wearing jeans. SURPRISE! So, I ate my sub, disposed of my trash, grabbed my stuff, and resumed wearing my pants from yesterday, which are insanely dirty. Oh well. They'll get over it. Dirt's got nothing to do with the dress code.
After work I hung out with Doug and Kristen at the play ground and at Co. Fair. I miss Doug, but I wish he'd talk more when we hang out. He is pretty interesting when he decides to open his mouth. I want to be better friends and get to know him better for some reason. I feel intrigued.
I guess Albin moves to Girard within the next few days. Look out Girard, you're in for it.
After I got home I talked to Kang and some other amazing people. And wrote this. And now I'm going to bed. Because I'm tired. And tomorrow I have church and work. Goodnight.