Feb 01, 2010 16:21
I'm taking a year leave of absence from college. Whether I come back any time during or after that is entirely debatable.
I need a job asap. The loan payments are gonna jump on me and smother me in panic.
I need to pass my drivers test. I need to sign up for an appointment in the first place. I need more with practice parallel and regular parking.
I need more time to sort out my mind.
I need to have the courage and control to simply let go and panic already, so long as I truly can get it out of my system and then get to work afterward.
Today's another write-off. I need a day of good solid work and the motivation and distraction-less-ness to do so.
I doubt I'll get any of that, but here's to hoping.
Anyone want to pick up the pieces after I smash the bits out of them?
panic,
college