Deeper meanings...
Well I have a new layout, because it struck me as one I needed to have. It's sad, depressing, but at the same time powerful. It's how I feel right now, I've gone to the dark side in many ways. I'm still the same person I have always been, just different now.
I'm heartbroken, and right now let me tell you why.
Brian gets Brenna every night, and I walk the floors. I go out with friends to try and get her out of my head, but I miss her. I'm mommy she should be here with me, but it would hurt him..what do I do?
Vacation really brought me out of this rut with her. I bonded with my baby and it felt great. When Brian said he was worried about "MY daughter" I just wanted to scream because she's mine too. I'm really struggling with this. I need to get out of this rut money wise and get on my feet.
I feel like I need to SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh
I want to get this frusteration out of my system!! I want to break a bottle or kick a door. Anything..maybe I need to just pray. Yeah, gonna cut this short and get to my knees.
I'm heartbroken, and right now let me tell you why.
Brian gets Brenna every night, and I walk the floors. I go out with friends to try and get her out of my head, but I miss her. I'm mommy she should be here with me, but it would hurt him..what do I do?
Vacation really brought me out of this rut with her. I bonded with my baby and it felt great. When Brian said he was worried about "MY daughter" I just wanted to scream because she's mine too. I'm really struggling with this. I need to get out of this rut money wise and get on my feet.
I feel like I need to SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh
I want to get this frusteration out of my system!! I want to break a bottle or kick a door. Anything..maybe I need to just pray. Yeah, gonna cut this short and get to my knees.