Great morning..
Well Brian took a personal day today, and spent the morning with me. We went to the mall and got lunch, and he was a perfect gentleman. It was nice. Before anyone starts the..what? No we are not together, but his company is always welcome.
Our friend Victor kind of broke my heart though..really hit me hard. We walked in and he said something along the lines of, "Little Perfect Family," and I could have said no, but I lived in that moment for a bit. It felt right, and nice, but I'm not going to push ya know? If it happens, then it does right now I'm happy with things. Yeah I cry every now and then, but it just needs to be let out.
I can't wait to move out though. After Vacation I'm going to look for a better paying job, and work full time. However I'm still not sure about school. I guess I'll keep praying about that. I've never been so intune with my feelings and senses before. Things just seem to be laid out for me. My stars are written, and so I am to follow no?
I leave for Vacation tomorrow morning, so no updates until then. I will miss you all!!
Love always,
Brit
Our friend Victor kind of broke my heart though..really hit me hard. We walked in and he said something along the lines of, "Little Perfect Family," and I could have said no, but I lived in that moment for a bit. It felt right, and nice, but I'm not going to push ya know? If it happens, then it does right now I'm happy with things. Yeah I cry every now and then, but it just needs to be let out.
I can't wait to move out though. After Vacation I'm going to look for a better paying job, and work full time. However I'm still not sure about school. I guess I'll keep praying about that. I've never been so intune with my feelings and senses before. Things just seem to be laid out for me. My stars are written, and so I am to follow no?
I leave for Vacation tomorrow morning, so no updates until then. I will miss you all!!
Love always,
Brit