May 30, 2005 09:44
I wish...
I was a little bit braver.
I had talked to him that night.
I had my books out of storage.
I had a home.
I could not have to do my hair.
I was strong enough to carry everyone on my shoulders, but I cant anymore.
I wasnt alone.
I had a family.
You would tuck me in at night.
I could like what I see in the mirror.
She would forgive me.
I knew what I did wrong.
You had called me for my birthday.
I could understand why people leave me.
People never said I love you.
I believed in everything I said.
I had a place to be all alone.
I was as beautiful as her.
I would grow up without getting old.
I owned my own Garden.
I could love someone.
I could face this world alone.
Everything had its place.
I hadnt hated my little sister all those years.
I didnt care about my image.
Sex never existed.
I could see the stars a lil better at night.
I had a secret.