adrift in a sea of me

[dauber1football]

where has my soul gone
in the pursuit of all things beautiful
i have lost my sense of reality
as if thrown to the most obscure part of the sea
no map in hand
no sight of land
adrift in a sea of me
but would i know land if i saw it
or would it only be taken
as some wonderful incarnation
broken light refracting on my eyes
look
i see my soul again
floating near an island
white pure and heated sand
i will catch it
i will catch it if i can