always working
im back at daycare
2 heads have been rooted for two differnt people styleing has to be done
outfits are near to being done
sold some 1/6th still have allot more to sell
most of my bills are getting paid off from the doctors but sleeping and that getting sick im still jacked up not eating much since all that does is screw about with me.
im down depending when i weigh myself anywhere from 20-18 pounds still loosing fat though which is turning into musscel more like it since its taking more out of me to do things.
daycare oh god full over ratio class what the hell. i fell like i want to fall down the well. im doing better mentally this time around the medication is helping though i find myself at times having to lean on the cart or have both hands down on the tabel from getting to dizzy i have a huge bottel of gatorade with sugar and electrolights on my cart so thats helping. though im not suppose to have a drink with me. im allowed to carry it since its not a soft drink and since im sick.
matt is getting a job to so everything will help i wish i could rest and relaxe but we all know in my house thats impossible. i woke up about 5ish 4ish am so i be taking a bath just dont feel great. my dad was a bit worried seeing me get up and coughing asked whats wrong. but one of my drug side effects is cotton mouth blurred vision dizzyness and drowsyness. just part of life.
cant wait to work on dolls more and get more setteled back into things i love my life even when its feels overwhelming i remind myself that im blessed in many ways even when i dont see it and feel it the most. as something is always working
2 heads have been rooted for two differnt people styleing has to be done
outfits are near to being done
sold some 1/6th still have allot more to sell
most of my bills are getting paid off from the doctors but sleeping and that getting sick im still jacked up not eating much since all that does is screw about with me.
im down depending when i weigh myself anywhere from 20-18 pounds still loosing fat though which is turning into musscel more like it since its taking more out of me to do things.
daycare oh god full over ratio class what the hell. i fell like i want to fall down the well. im doing better mentally this time around the medication is helping though i find myself at times having to lean on the cart or have both hands down on the tabel from getting to dizzy i have a huge bottel of gatorade with sugar and electrolights on my cart so thats helping. though im not suppose to have a drink with me. im allowed to carry it since its not a soft drink and since im sick.
matt is getting a job to so everything will help i wish i could rest and relaxe but we all know in my house thats impossible. i woke up about 5ish 4ish am so i be taking a bath just dont feel great. my dad was a bit worried seeing me get up and coughing asked whats wrong. but one of my drug side effects is cotton mouth blurred vision dizzyness and drowsyness. just part of life.
cant wait to work on dolls more and get more setteled back into things i love my life even when its feels overwhelming i remind myself that im blessed in many ways even when i dont see it and feel it the most. as something is always working