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A lot has happened since the last time I put anything in here. For starters I can play on that one team if I am willing to give up school for 2 to 3 years....I really don't know what I am gonna do about that one....yet. I am still workin way too much for my own good. And last but not least me and sean are through.
The whole thing with me and sean was good while it lasted, but like they say all good things must come to an end. We are still friends.....and nothing more then just friends. We really didn't end on bad terms at all. I still see it as my fault for it ending. but I will fill you in on how it all happened. Things were going great all the way to the last day when he asked me why I haven't told him that I love him. I know we were together for about 7 months and you would think that I would have said it....but, I guess my heart wasn't in it the way I thought it should have been. I can honestly say that I love him as a friend. He didn't like that reply too much, but what can ya do? I feel that my heart belongs to someone else but we won't get in to that one at all. It also could be that when we were together for the first time about 5 years ago when he hurt me I still had my guard up the whole time. I guess I will never completely figure it out. well I am out for now...PEACE!!!
The whole thing with me and sean was good while it lasted, but like they say all good things must come to an end. We are still friends.....and nothing more then just friends. We really didn't end on bad terms at all. I still see it as my fault for it ending. but I will fill you in on how it all happened. Things were going great all the way to the last day when he asked me why I haven't told him that I love him. I know we were together for about 7 months and you would think that I would have said it....but, I guess my heart wasn't in it the way I thought it should have been. I can honestly say that I love him as a friend. He didn't like that reply too much, but what can ya do? I feel that my heart belongs to someone else but we won't get in to that one at all. It also could be that when we were together for the first time about 5 years ago when he hurt me I still had my guard up the whole time. I guess I will never completely figure it out. well I am out for now...PEACE!!!