Jul 16, 2008 19:24
It's always better to talk than not to so here it goes.
There has been a lot of death amongst my friends and I have been reluctant to discuss it much. I have lost touch with just socializing and being comfortable in my own skin.. I am concerned about how I am dealing with stress and my lack of a social life.
Uncharacteristically I have gained back all the weight that I lost when I was 22- 26 and I have discovered that it's harder on this end of things to get to a reasonable weight. I have been lax in my maintenance of "me".
I need to just get in gear and join the working throng, yet I seem to be less confident of my abilities even after learning so much.
I am a contradiction of having all these new abilities yet feeling inadequate to the task.
I'm just going to write and hope that I can work out through writing what I am not able to express to a close by friend.
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www.knightinkarma.com