bad things do happen to go people. everyday. you can speak to me.. I know all about the angst. and going from fine to instantly shitty in only a day. but knowing tons of people isn't a guarantee that you'll feel loved or special or anything. I know lots of people but lots of times I end up hanging out on my own. I'll try and call people up and no one would be available. Not anyone's fault but I would still end up alone. I'm also hardpressed for friends I can actually talk to. I can probably count on one hand the number of people I feel I can actually talk to and they'll care and listen. It seems so many people I know are all about the fun times and don't want you to come to them with the bad stuff. That sucks.. as my life is far from just fun and games right now.
sounds like no ones got the whole dating scene figured out. and a lot of people I know in relationships said they didn't really even date, they just found their bf/gf by chance, being in the right place at the right time, sort of thing. I think sometimes though, what happens is the right people get attracted to the wrong people. and nothing has to be specifically wrong about that person.. other that they are wrong for them. that's happened to me countless times. I haven't been in a relationship since 11th grade and even then it wasn't serious. I've never had a serious relationship. I can't relate to my friends who are so devoted to their relationships because I don't know what it's like.. I can imagine, but it's not the same.
I think the thing is.. no one has their shite together. it's not fair the crap we have to put up with sometimes.. and if we're lucky we're busy enough to distract ourselves from it. like this weekend for me was the greatest I've had in so long. just a way to be worryfree for a couple of days.
I have a test today I've barely studied for.. I hope the rest of your week gets better. I won't be pessimistic as I would for myself.. I'll be optimistic for you (yes, I'm very jaded). Call me if you want or anything. I miss being the person people vent to.. as it is, hardly anyone wants to listen to my stuff and no one wants to vent their stuff to me either. High school is looking ever so much more glorious.. that's a damn shame.
you get what i meant and meant what you said. i don't i can really follow up a lot on that, but just to make a correction to what i said. i too have never been in a relationship that i called serious, like bf/gf, but i have been close, and that was over a year ago.
and if i get time this week...i will try and call you to vent, although writing this helped a lot.
sounds like no ones got the whole dating scene figured out. and a lot of people I know in relationships said they didn't really even date, they just found their bf/gf by chance, being in the right place at the right time, sort of thing. I think sometimes though, what happens is the right people get attracted to the wrong people. and nothing has to be specifically wrong about that person.. other that they are wrong for them. that's happened to me countless times. I haven't been in a relationship since 11th grade and even then it wasn't serious. I've never had a serious relationship. I can't relate to my friends who are so devoted to their relationships because I don't know what it's like.. I can imagine, but it's not the same.
I think the thing is.. no one has their shite together. it's not fair the crap we have to put up with sometimes.. and if we're lucky we're busy enough to distract ourselves from it. like this weekend for me was the greatest I've had in so long. just a way to be worryfree for a couple of days.
I have a test today I've barely studied for.. I hope the rest of your week gets better. I won't be pessimistic as I would for myself.. I'll be optimistic for you (yes, I'm very jaded). Call me if you want or anything. I miss being the person people vent to.. as it is, hardly anyone wants to listen to my stuff and no one wants to vent their stuff to me either. High school is looking ever so much more glorious.. that's a damn shame.
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you get what i meant and meant what you said. i don't i can really follow up a lot on that, but just to make a correction to what i said. i too have never been in a relationship that i called serious, like bf/gf, but i have been close, and that was over a year ago.
and if i get time this week...i will try and call you to vent, although writing this helped a lot.
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