Mar 31, 2014 02:09
I was dumped almost 2 months ago. I'm still severely, severely depressed. I've had about 3 days in the past 2 months where I haven't had an ugly cry breakdown. I'm still having moments where I feel so much pain I can barely take it, sometimes all I can do is collapse and grab my chest and bawl and bawl and wail. I know it's emo, it's fucking sad.
I'm just wondering, is this normal? Do other people grieve for this long? In my past break ups, it's usually taken me a little over a year to get to a point where I can say "I'm over it", but even then, my ex still lingers in the back of my mind until I find someone else. After 5 broken hearts, I'm starting to feel like the risk of taking on love isn't worth it. The break ups fuck me up too much, I've never been the dumper, always the dumpee. This one is particularly hard because, more than any gf I've had before, I could just TALK to her and share with her. I feel like such a big piece of me had been ripped away when she left, I don't even feel like the same person. Does anyone else feel like this when they are broken hearted? I'd like to hear from other people who can relate.
getting over people