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Today was blah
Skipped 1st hour with Miss. Cheryl to go to breafast and then came back and had a nice little chat with Ignatowski, for some reason I dont think she likes me all that much haha
The rest of the day was boring
I went to the doctor
Then went to practice and had a lovely little squad circle with my splendid little teammates :( that about ruined my day but whatever..
((I absolutly loved the comment "Yeah I you hear like Jessicas an alcoholic and does every guy.." I guess it was meant to help stop rumors, glad she brought things like that into practice.
Another one I liked "There's a difference between showing up and actually showing up" I guess this person didn't get the fact that obviously if I didnt want to go I wouldnt because thats what i did all last year
Yet another "if we didnt care we wouldnt have brought it up, so really ya know..we care" glad everyone can't just tell me they have a problem they have to wait so it can be talked about in front of everyone. I hate crying in front of people sheesh
I wish Sara hadn't made me tell everyone how I felt, because it didnt help me out at all no one really got it. I didnt want the fake girls "I'm sorry if you felt I didnt like you beacuase I do like so Im sorry" I would much rather be ignored that have to face 19 fake smiles from 18 girls that dont really give a damn. It's not that I felt unliked, I didnt want Maghan to go say "yeah I know what it's like to have everyone hate you" (glad she put that in the open) I dont go home and cry about not having friends on the team (I think she forgot it was me comforting her when the girls made her cry).
One more thing I enjoy the fact that becuase I didnt know we had to stay and run the dress rehearsal twice people said it was just because I had better places to be. It defintly wasn't I would have stayed if I had known. It's not like I went out or anything I think I just went home and slept actually. But since I had suuch better place to be it's good everyone siad something about it))
Well..enough about that, after that splendid practice
I picked up the bestest and she convinced me that quitting would not be the answer I was in a muchh better mood and we went on a wild goose chase to find Cam. We went to his house and watched TV and annoyed his little brother, we didnt stay that long on account of Im sick and do not feel good.
But Im off to bed Yay for delayed Weds.!
xoxo Jessica
Skipped 1st hour with Miss. Cheryl to go to breafast and then came back and had a nice little chat with Ignatowski, for some reason I dont think she likes me all that much haha
The rest of the day was boring
I went to the doctor
Then went to practice and had a lovely little squad circle with my splendid little teammates :( that about ruined my day but whatever..
((I absolutly loved the comment "Yeah I you hear like Jessicas an alcoholic and does every guy.." I guess it was meant to help stop rumors, glad she brought things like that into practice.
Another one I liked "There's a difference between showing up and actually showing up" I guess this person didn't get the fact that obviously if I didnt want to go I wouldnt because thats what i did all last year
Yet another "if we didnt care we wouldnt have brought it up, so really ya know..we care" glad everyone can't just tell me they have a problem they have to wait so it can be talked about in front of everyone. I hate crying in front of people sheesh
I wish Sara hadn't made me tell everyone how I felt, because it didnt help me out at all no one really got it. I didnt want the fake girls "I'm sorry if you felt I didnt like you beacuase I do like so Im sorry" I would much rather be ignored that have to face 19 fake smiles from 18 girls that dont really give a damn. It's not that I felt unliked, I didnt want Maghan to go say "yeah I know what it's like to have everyone hate you" (glad she put that in the open) I dont go home and cry about not having friends on the team (I think she forgot it was me comforting her when the girls made her cry).
One more thing I enjoy the fact that becuase I didnt know we had to stay and run the dress rehearsal twice people said it was just because I had better places to be. It defintly wasn't I would have stayed if I had known. It's not like I went out or anything I think I just went home and slept actually. But since I had suuch better place to be it's good everyone siad something about it))
Well..enough about that, after that splendid practice
I picked up the bestest and she convinced me that quitting would not be the answer I was in a muchh better mood and we went on a wild goose chase to find Cam. We went to his house and watched TV and annoyed his little brother, we didnt stay that long on account of Im sick and do not feel good.
But Im off to bed Yay for delayed Weds.!
xoxo Jessica