1,000 eyes
fuck i want this work week to be over.....i hate the 6 am shift. i cant sleep at night as it is, so im running on empty by thursday. this weekend should be interesting. friday i think im going to head up to jesse's birthday party. a little drunken debauchery is just what i need right now. saturday is bad religion / rise agaisnt. im not so excited, but its something to do......get to see some friends i dont see very often (strong black, chukka, etc). then sunday is giants game at home with everyone.....maybe going out later at night, but im not so sure. then back to this shithole monday......i got scolded today for my internet usage....even though my work performance is excellent and accomplished ahead of schedule. fuck this place.
in a week i start my new schedule. sundays, mondays, and tuesdays. 6 - 3 on sundays, 6 - 6.30 on mondays and tuesdays. thank christ. the less im here the better. and now i have weekdays free to take care of shit...ive neglected myself for a while and i need to fix that. i have to go to UCC to sign up for the spring semester and get myself back on track. i want to make it so that if i want to i can go to japan and teach english in the next few years.
as far as my house, its still cold. i still would love to cuddle in front of the TV. and i dont think jere's really into that.
the only thing more tiring than wearing your heart on your sleeve is following it.....
p.s. the new jimmyeatworld is amazing
'i know what i should do but i cant just walk away'
in a week i start my new schedule. sundays, mondays, and tuesdays. 6 - 3 on sundays, 6 - 6.30 on mondays and tuesdays. thank christ. the less im here the better. and now i have weekdays free to take care of shit...ive neglected myself for a while and i need to fix that. i have to go to UCC to sign up for the spring semester and get myself back on track. i want to make it so that if i want to i can go to japan and teach english in the next few years.
as far as my house, its still cold. i still would love to cuddle in front of the TV. and i dont think jere's really into that.
the only thing more tiring than wearing your heart on your sleeve is following it.....
p.s. the new jimmyeatworld is amazing
'i know what i should do but i cant just walk away'