em0 writen all over.

May 27, 2005 07:00

Since I was totally bummed yesterday I just decided to write shit and yeah take outmy anger by writing things people might get and yeah one day they could even be songs but since I so low I know thats never going to heppen in this life time so for now enjoi while I can write.

I wish you were the guy I wanted you to be but I know you can't because your the other girls guy.
If I could make it easier would you leave me be so I can find a knife and stab your heart out?
You were like a compass leading me on to a way I didn't want to go and getting me lost.Your drove me crazy I can't even find my way back.
If onley I had the power to give you my heart so you could repair it everytime you said you were sorry."Well I'm sorry too"and I can't belive it had to be that way.
I'd write your name with a pen and the words in front of it with pencial so I could erase it to see if I madre a mistake about you o how I even felt about you.
Ill spill out all my aches and pains that I had been craving for you in my dreams but when I wake up I always no it could never heppen in reality.
If I could be anything I'd be someone who would be your everything and brake your heart just for the fun of it. To see how it feels when some just takes your heartout and wrip it into shreds.
Of all these broken dreams out their you had to be in mine?
Just take all my pain and suffering and stuff it in a jar.Im sick and tired of you and these pills.
Come back to me so I know how it feels to love again and not hate all what I have lost....
You can't be the person Im dreaming of because thier not the one that left me like this.
Noi one can be as em0 as you chldx3
Its em0 written all---over
If I new who I really hated You'd be last on the list
Only good memories last till the friendship end and your true enemys.
The drama is just too much you know your sick of hearing it from the same person.
Those rumors you said,well I wish they were true.
You never know who your true friends are until you find out only one is the "true"friend.
At any second,anyone could be talking about anyone.Its just like the people that think they know everything about anyone.
If you were me how would you feel to have people say shit about you everyday and look at you differently as if your the only one in the room.

THE END

-ami
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