May 06, 2009 14:17
There was always distance between us.
Did you mention it?
The distance which we'd never get through.
You didn't knew it. But I knew.
And now it's time for me to live with no goals.
You always tell me that doing something aimlessly is so foolish.
But I prefer these night walks to you.
I prefer these faceless guests to all events which I remember.
This is not like freedom or independence.
It's more like emptiness which can be filled with anything I want.
There are no borders in it.
I look so weird now. I know.
But It's the first time in my life when I see the light in everything. Bittersweet.
I know that's not right but I'm happy.
I just stopped that endless search and left all those second thoughts behind.
Now I know where the soul meets body. It happens in the place not far from you. In the shadow on the wall when the morning light shines through the window.