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Looking past your blank faces, so expressive. So much repressed emotion and fear in your eyes. You do not believe in me, I can tell. I do not believe in me sometimes but miracles always pull me through and they shall happen again this time as well.
Ignoring the mockery in your eyes, the laughter that burns. Ignoring what you are saying because of the things you are not saying. If you do not trust in me, how am I supposed to trust in you? I do things my way and they seem to turn out alright. You seem unable to understand that we think differently.
Pretending that I dont know that you are pretending not to know me. You do not want me to notice you? What a way to gain attention. You do not say hello. Typical, I am not in the slightest bit worried. Glancing from underneath your thick lashes, only to look elsewhere. I can do the same too you know? Playing this game is only interesting for so long. What is it you want? I have nothing to say to you beyond "Hello" and "How was your day?" We have nothing in common, or perhaps we do but still, nothing to talk about just the same.
A phone call, rudeness in ways that I cannot express. You seem to know very little, which in turn makes me believe that you are a simpleton and therefore can only understand very little. You will pardon me for treating you like a child, I only wanted to see how you would react. Was I rude when you did the same? Okay, perhaps I was, but at least you see my point now. Or...do you?
Many thanks and many words of thanks are not enough and I do not know how to make up for your generosity and kindness. I am not a person of action, even though knowing clearly they speak louder than words. I am not confident enough yet. So many thanks are in order.
Lastly, your politeness deeply offends me. I understand that there are things you do not agree with, but perhaps it'll be easier if you just come right out and say so. Your grace is admiring from afar, but on closer outlook, I do not find you to be true. I can not trust a person who wont tell me what they really feel. Who are you protecting. Surely not me? I do not need shelter when it is danger I am looking for.
Ignoring the mockery in your eyes, the laughter that burns. Ignoring what you are saying because of the things you are not saying. If you do not trust in me, how am I supposed to trust in you? I do things my way and they seem to turn out alright. You seem unable to understand that we think differently.
Pretending that I dont know that you are pretending not to know me. You do not want me to notice you? What a way to gain attention. You do not say hello. Typical, I am not in the slightest bit worried. Glancing from underneath your thick lashes, only to look elsewhere. I can do the same too you know? Playing this game is only interesting for so long. What is it you want? I have nothing to say to you beyond "Hello" and "How was your day?" We have nothing in common, or perhaps we do but still, nothing to talk about just the same.
A phone call, rudeness in ways that I cannot express. You seem to know very little, which in turn makes me believe that you are a simpleton and therefore can only understand very little. You will pardon me for treating you like a child, I only wanted to see how you would react. Was I rude when you did the same? Okay, perhaps I was, but at least you see my point now. Or...do you?
Many thanks and many words of thanks are not enough and I do not know how to make up for your generosity and kindness. I am not a person of action, even though knowing clearly they speak louder than words. I am not confident enough yet. So many thanks are in order.
Lastly, your politeness deeply offends me. I understand that there are things you do not agree with, but perhaps it'll be easier if you just come right out and say so. Your grace is admiring from afar, but on closer outlook, I do not find you to be true. I can not trust a person who wont tell me what they really feel. Who are you protecting. Surely not me? I do not need shelter when it is danger I am looking for.