bored
its thursday and i hadnt hung out with anybody since sunday which im not used to so my week has really been dragging, i hate being at home so much. robjunge found a way to make $10,000 so me and him drove around stealing political signs today and it was really funny for some reason but we got bored quick and went to burger king where they fucked up my order and robjunge hit on cheerleaders who laughed at him. then we went to his house and played video games where i continue my streak as the single worst madden05 player ever. still no frisbee being played anywhere, one week tomarrow since ive actually thrown a fribee :^o ... i cant believe it either. also no drugs still, which surprises me, especially since im usually just sitting around alone which makes me want to take stuff more but w.e maybe i really quit this time idk. i hope we get to go to mrs butters tomarrow but i havnt talked to mozz or emilee since the weekend and drew and magic people are all going away to rochester so im not sure, even if nobody wants to go with me or cant cause of stage crew and stuff i think id still go over and say hi. speaking of stage crew i hate it. im not even on it but its really creapy that all these people disappear off the face of the planet into the deep dark boiler rooms of south for over a week to build fake trees and fix lights. i miss frisbee, i miss people too. out of a good number of people i saw everyday or talked to everyday theres about 3 left that i still get to talk to. im not saying cause of stage crew alone either, i mean in general everybody kinda all disappeared at once. im sure things will get better, they always do. if things were the same all the time id run out of stuff to complain about and then idk what id do. cause of rochester and the play i know there is still no frisbee this weekend and cause of school probably not next week either but im hoping since its a 4 day weekend next weekend somebody will wanna play atleast one of those days. i also hope i get to see people over the weekend that i havnt in awhile, i wanna go to emerics and say hi to everybody but because i was there so much last week and people got mad at me for being around idk if i should, i miss hanging out and doing random stuff with amanda and angie and kaydee too but kaydee moved again and amanda is at emerics with all of them most of the time and idk where angie is, i just wish stuff was back where it was like a month ago cause that was really cool. nick and dan have been back from vegas for a few days and i still havnt talked to them either, i dont like just calling people out of nowhere and being like "please hang out with me" cause that sounds pathetic but spending like a week straight hanging out with them was really cool so maybe i should. i still cant understand what happened, i didnt move, nothing major changed, just everything seemed to die all at once. i really enjoyed being out of the house and being around friends for so long but everybody seems to be busy the last few days. in other people news ryder comes back from college within the next few weeks and that should be really cool. a lot of people talk to him online quite often but im not one of them so im afraid when he comes back things wont be the same, i hear he wants to do frisbee again though so maybe that will get it going, that and everybody used to hang out in his basement and even though i was only there like twice i hope i get to hang out there this time around, i hear its a ton of fun. theres about a million more people and things i wanna complain about but im reading this back to myself and i realize i sound like a little girl so im just gonna stop. typing 18 pages in livejournal about missing people that didnt even go anywhere isnt gonna fix anything just make me look more pathetic....ok i lied im not done, one more but thats it, i miss ashley too, she was at jeremys on halloween but we didnt like talk much, i havnt really talked to or hung out with her in a long time. between frisbee dropping off the face of the earth and shitty weather and everything its understandable, i just liked the randomness of going to frisbee everynight and having her and nt people be there cause it was a lot of fun. seriously...im done now, the more i type the more i dislike myself for thinking like this. i am a 6yr old girl trapped in john goodmans body... sunday is the bills jets game so im really hoping robs dad lets us go, even if we cant i still really wanna watch it on tv. what better way to spend a sunday than stuffing my face and watching hours of football...sry for all the bitching, not like anybody is still reading this anyway. ill update later with more childish complaints and crying over not seeing people anymore. im sure all 0 of u cant wait..try not to be too excited, waiting for my updates is like trying to sleep on christmas eve, the more you think about it and the more excited you get the harder it is to wait. so calm the hell down...l8r fellas.